Impossible!

Starting

We were having our Filipino class and we had assigned seats, and I sat beside Jade.

"I still think my brother likes you."  She said, giggling.

"No way, Jade." I said. "He doesn't like me." 

When we were given some activity sheets, while the teacher wasn't looking, Jade continued talking to me about her brother's somewhat 'crush' towards me.

"His name's Joshua." 

"Okay."

"You can look at his Facebook if you want," 

"Okay."

When classes were over, and we were about to go home, I sat in the school bus and thought about it.

"Maybe... just even for a little bit... look at his Facebook. Just for a bit. I feel kind of... curious about him." I thought as I was hoping I was at home in front of the laptop.

As I reached home, I quickly dressed up, took a short bath, and quickly opened my laptop. I logged in Facebook and searched his name on Jade's friends' page.

There he was.

His name.

His Facebook.

Found it.

I quickly opened it and clicked on his profile picture.

I browsed some of his profile pictures until it stopped in his personal photos. (e.g., Solo pictures)

And I kind of admit—

He was cute.

I found myself blushing in front of his solo picture and was staring at it for how many minutes, and immediately closed the whole tab.

I'm not really sure but— I think—

I'm starting harbour feelings for 'him'.