If only I can go back to the past,
And leave my present…
I can……
But how could I do so…..
When there’s someone I get hurt,
When there’s so much in pain!
How could I make myself happy?
When my conscience is my enemy!
If only I can go on with my present,
And forget the past…
I will…
But how could I do so…
When my heart is aching,
When it is still longing for the presence of past?
How could I go on with my life,
When my heart is empty….
If only I can live with past and present…
I hope so...
But how could I do so…..
When living the past is heartache of present,
And living the present alone is pain of my heart?
If only I can ask God,
To end my life now…..
I have to….
So that no one will get hurt…
And all will be buried in vain…
If only.. I can.. I will..I have…and I hope so..