I'm not who you thought I was ( 2nd book )

Acception

( sorry I haven't updated in such a long time.i really have no explanation )

That night, I decided to get some rest.
I didn't wanna stay in the CP infirmary, so Marissa, Toby and I all slept in my old room.
Everything was exactly how it was the day I left.

I turned over in my bed and stared aimlessly into the almost pitch black room.
My eyes fixated on the gleam of light shining through my window from the moon, onto Toby's goggles, which rested on the pillow beside him.
I sat and thought for a while, about Toby, how much I missed him, and wanted him back. About Marissa, the memories we've shared and things we always would say we want to do some day.
Thinking about Jeff and how he was one of my best friends. About Ben, when I first met him. About everyone.
And Before I knew it, I fell asleep.
Only to be awoken a few hours later by light illuminating my room.
Toby was sitting crisscross on the floor and looking at me, while Marissa was still asleep.

I sat up, cautious of my wing and looked at Toby.
" morning " I sleepily rang.
He smiled. Oh how I melted at the sight of his smile.
" g-good morn-n-Ing "
I got up from the bed and walked to my dresser, keeping conversation with him while picking out some clothes for the day
" how did you sleep?" I said asI grabbed a falling in reverse shirt and some black ripped skinny jeans.
Though it was a bummer because I had to cut two wing-sized holes into the back of one of my favorite band shirts.

" good " he said back to me
" that's good " I gleamed.
I slipped behind the bathroom door and put on my clothes.
Then as I came out I discovered Marissa was awake now.
" good morning " I said.
She groaned and turned over.
" okay than."
Toby giggled at my comment.
Toby had the kind of laugh that made you want to laugh with him.
It was almost unexplainably perfect.
I think I'm falling for him all over again.
I was alone for such a long time, it's hard to be,over that I'd just try to jump back into my old life. I know that it isn't the same, and probably won't be the same for a very long time... Or ever.  But I'm giving it a try.
"H-hello??" Toby waved his hand in front of my face. I guess I zoned out for a minute.
" oh sorry. I was thinking " I said.
" n-no wor-ries "
I smiled.
" so, what did you guys have planned for today?"
" n-not much. I thin-k  slender has o-ordered everyone to stay h-home today, for your re-arrival"
My face lit up
" sO EVERYONE IS HOME RIGHT NOW?"
" y-yeah "
I ran from my room and to jeffs room. I burst through the door to see Jeff asleep in his bed.
I squeaked and jumped on him, giving him a giant hug
" jEFF!!! "
" huh?! what the fuck " he opened his eyes to see me
" oh mY GOD MADISON !!"
He Hugged me. Jeff wasn't much of a hugger, or one to care at that, but I was his best friend, and he hadn't seen me in forever!

He hugged me as tight as he could, rocking me back and fourth
" I mISSED YO SO MUCH " his raspy yet excited voice cooed. He sounded like he was going to cry
" ME TOO "

After what seemed like an eternity of silence, and is hugging, we let go and just looked at each other.
" haha, now we can kill some bitch ass people!" He grinned that permanent, crooked grin.
I cackled at him " you bet!"
He let out a sight. " I missed you so much. After I saw you that one night, I couldn't believe it. I had hope for once in a long time. "
I felt my face grow pink " awe "
He rubbed the back of his neck " I mean that in a best friend way. Bitch " he growled and punched my arm.
" ow! Hahaha. I've missed your pissy attitude." I grinned at him.
He smiled back up at me.

Just then, we heard a knock on the door.
" Jeff, who the fuck are you talking to?"
Ben was on the other side of the door
" hide! Hide!" Jeff whisper yelled at me.
I ran into the closet, and closed the door

" uh, no one Ben! " he yelled
" yeah sure, I'm coming in.. "
Ben was such a nosy little fucker. But he's another one of my best friends.

Ben Glanced around the room.
" who was in here?"  He asked Jeff.
Jeff couldn't help but smile once more.
" check the closet "

Ben rolled his eyes.
" if it's another gay stripper, I'm not interested. "
Ben opened the closet door. And there I was.
" hey Benny-boo!"
I hugged him tightly
" holy shit, is it really you?"
" yES"
I hugged him tighter.
He gladly hugged back. After hours of the three of us talking, saying we missed one another, and more talking, I'd finally accepted that they did want me here.
I'm staying.

( that's the end of this chapter, I hope you enjoyed! I'll try to update more often!)