He loves me, He loves me not

Chapter 1 "Life isnt a fairytale"

A fairytale is when Prince Charming saves the princess, when the bad guy always loses, or when good conquers evil always. Sadly life isn't a fairytale. Your Prince Charming may never come to save you, he might as well be the bad guy & good doesn't always win.
Not everyone has a happily ever after. If you do your one of the rare and lucky ones because you avoided a lot of depression, hurt, pain, weakness, and loss of hope.
Prince Charming now a days is hard to find; well at least the good ones are, the bad ones you can find and get in the blink of an eye. Trust I know this because I thought I found my Prince Charming once, he made me feel so special I gave him my all, my everything. I devoted every minute of my life to him, I gave him all my time, with him I remember time felt like it stopped and all I felt was joy and love. He saved me, killed the demons I had in my life and came to my rescue and protected me. He was my world, my emotions depended on him. The day I left him was the day I'll never forget, I felt as if I was being punched or stabbed in heart. We were on the phone having a fight which was our normal but then he says "you are my main your not like my sides" (when he said this my heart dropped and broke into a million prices, sum still I can't find) and all I said was "I should your one and only" and I hung up. He called me more than 40 times after that, I didn't pick up because I couldn't hear his voice he already hurt me enough, I just cried. I couldn't say or do anything but cry and wonder why? What did I do wrong?
Now Ik I did nothing wrong, I gave him everything and if that wasn't enough for him than good ritance. I wasn't going to play or be apart of his lil game anymore.
Love is not a game. Don't late anyone convince you or tell you it is. With love someone always gets hurt & trust me it hurts.
We all meet that one boy we fall for and never get over (Aka ur first love). Some people are with that person till happily ever after but some people aren't as lucky and they have to see that person walk out of their life. Worst part they can't do nothing about it, all they can do is just hope they come back or let them go because their tired of fighting for that person and never being fought for and they believe the saying, "let them them go if they come back to you it was always meant to be but if they don't it was never meant to be". Saddest part is when you finally realize their not coming back and you put all your hope on something that you'll never see again.
Love.
Love has the same meaning, having a strong affection for someone, but falling in love with with someone is a different meaning and how do you know if you fell in love with someone it's when you can't imagine your life without them or that person holds all your happiness in their hand; all your emotions depend on that person, when you can't stop smiling at the thought or sight of him or when he's the first and last thing you think about. I can't lie falling in love is amazing...at first but sometimes it doesn't end well.
Love has the same meaning but has two affects either you "love love" or "you hate love".
For most people who believe in fairytales, I suggest you stop because life isn't a fairytale your going to get hurt at the end, sometimes Prince Charming isn't gunna come back to save you..as a matter of a fact he could be the one that hurts you and leaves you there to die. Why do think there are evil queens ? Those are the princesses that were never saved.