Insanity (Shin Higaku X Reader)

N-Nice to meet you...

It was about 7:15 in the morning. Mostly all the students were at their morning hangouts or club, chatting away, then you have [Name].
[Name] usually waits for all the students to go to their morning hangouts before she goes into the school hallway.
She would rather come in late then walk into a crowd of students. If she did, she would end up hurting someone.
That's why in school, everyone calls her the lonely or depressed one. No one has even dared to talk to her. Which doesn't really bother her actually, since she rather have no friends.
While [Name] was wondering throughout the school halls, she encounters a club, which was the Occult Club. She stared at the doors, thinking in her head over and over if she should go in or not. [Name] goes to slide the door open, but hesitates and releases her hand from the door, deciding to walk back to a safe place to hide until the students go to class.
[Name] puts her head down and walks off, looking for a empty room to stay in. While, she was walking, she accidentally bumps into someone, causing the person to fall down.
"O-Oh dear... I-I-I'm very very sorry!"
[Name] starts to panic, knowing she might get hated for bumping into the person.
The person got up and kindly muffled to her, "Th-Thanks.."
[Name] looked up and saw a boy. He had some messy hair, with a gloomy look on his face. He clearly seems shy and trouble speaking clearly.
She didn't complain since, she always ends up stuttering almost every word she says.
The boy looks at [Name], "W-What's your name?"
"M-My name is [N-Name]. I-I-It really is nice to meet y-you..."
[Name] was keeping her head low, trying not to show her face.
"M-My name is Shin.. It's nice to meet you."
Shin smiled and gave her a pat on the head, then walking down the hall. [Name] watched him until he turned a corner.
She sighed of relief, glad she didn't have a panic attack right in front of him, leaving a bad impression.
"Ugh... Why am I like this.. Why is this my nature...? Why is this my personality..? I never asked for this... I never asked for a life that was so cruel.. So..why me...?"
--8:45--
Since [Name] couldn't be in a classroom full of students without freaking out. The school was kind enough to give her a personal class so she could learn. The good thing about it is, that her teacher that works with her is really nice, so it helps [Name] stay calm..
--Lunchtime--
At lunch, [Name]'s stomach was growling so she had to go to the vending machine to get something. Before leaving the classroom she was in, she took a good look around to make sure no one was around.
After she walked out, getting to the vending machine as fast as possible.
While [Name] was picking something for her to eat, another student came up to her and tapped her on the shoulder.
The person was...