Life Changes in a short time (Part 2 of senior year)

Chapter 5

6 months ago

We have been in Scotland for a week now; I have talked to Grace and my mom back home a couple of days ago. Most of the phone conversation was about the wedding and how they have had no hick up's with the planning, everything was running smooth and in just 6 months and 1 week we will be back to take the step. I had not really thought about it but now that they had put it in my brain I was a little nerves about the wedding, regret filled my head maybe I should have planed the wedding and not my mother and best friend. I do trust them but maybe I should have a active role in it, it's suppose to be the biggest step in your life. Pushing those thoughts out, Nate took my hand in his after getting out of the car; we were in the countryside exploring some castles today we had already had lunch and seen the Edinburgh Castle.

Standing in front of the Striling Castle it was massive, entering and touring it I learned a lot about it like when it was build and the battles that took place near it. I was starting to like Scotland a lot more now that I have seen some of it.

By the end of the day I was ready for a long hot bath to relax my body and feet from all the walking, we had visited 5 Castles and ate amazing food but I was exhausted and it was getting late, but we stayed out in the countryside to stare at the stars. It was peaceful and romantic in its own way; I was cuddled to Nate's side with his arms wrapped around me. Making me feel safe and happy. I don't know how long we stayed there but Nate picked me up and walked to the car with me when I started to get cold.

Once back at the hotel I took that long awaited bath and soon I was jell-o. Removing myself from the water after washing was the hardest thing I had done in 3 weeks it just felt that good. Looking around I forgot my cloths like a dummy. Wrapping the towel around me I walked into the room, changing fast into some pjs that were cute but comfortable and jumped in bed.

I felt Nate wrap his arms around me and I signed leaning into him. He started placing light feather kisses on my arm and the back of my neck sending Goosebumps all over my body. I felt him take my hair out of the messy ponytail, running his fingers thru it. Closing my eye and taking in the feeling, I was held in the moment with him. Slowly moving his arm from around me I felt the bed dip a little farther than before, he flipped me on to my back and crashed his lips to mine. My body was burning for his touch, with my hand finding their way into his hair pulling it playfully making him hiss in pleasure. I could feel his little buddy lightly pushing on my core. I knew we both wanted this but I could not bring myself to go there with him I just was not ready, but I could not make my body stop. Finding my fingers rubbing up and down his back, with my legs around his waist. He pulled away moving down my jaw to my neck, lightly kissing, biting, and sucking on my skin, finding my sweet spot on his way. Moaning, digging my small nail into his back, and grinded on him making him release an animalistic growl from the back of his throat. Biting my lip just the sound he made, made me want him more.

Finally finding the will power or my brain started working again I pulled away from him to bring his lip back to mine. Pecking his lips whispering "We need to stop sorry I'm just not ready yet." He pulled away completely which in turn made me feel cold and empty. He dipped his head into his hands and breathes deeply in and out a few times. "Sorry, I should not have gone that far. I'm going to take a shower." With that he got up and left. Signing and dropping back to the bed on my back I closed my eyes think about what just happened. It had been a long day and now my body and mind was tired. The darkness consumed me and I gratefully let it knowing tomorrow would be another great day.