I'ts been one week since the fair. One week since grayson and I kissed. One week since i slept in the same house as him and wore his clothes, and I don't regret a single thing. I haven't really talked to him since then to be honest. He messages me every night but I don't respond. I haven't been home in a week, and I'm not planning on going home any time soon.
I looked at my phone: 6 new messages, 4 new phone calls
I threw my phone into my friends bed and grabbed my running shoes.
"come one Juliet you cant seriously be thinking about running in this heat" my friend looked at me like i was crazy or had two heads or something.
I ignored her just like I ignored my phone and headed out the front door.
I set my watch and began running. Slow breaths in, slow breaths out, I thought to myself
I ran until I saw the dirt path. I was hesitant to run down there since it reminded me of grayson, but I pushed those thoughts aside and ran until the water came into view.
Further down the stream a tall male was sitting on a log, they had the same figure, hair color and skin tone as grayson, and the thought of him being here made me nervous. I sat down on a rock and put my head between my knees.
I felt a single tear drop run town my burning hot cheeks and for the first time in a long time I just let the tears flow. Part of me felt defeated, part of me felt tired, and part of me felt like a failure.
I cried until my eyes felt dry and puffy, I looked up at the blue sky and noticed some clouds rolling in.
I slowly stood up and walked down to the water. The water was clear and when I saw my own reflection for the first time I could see the how thin my face has become, I noticed the freckles that covered my nose, But what I didn't recognize was the girl I seeing. She had been gone for years I just always tried to hide the fact that I've changed.
After a few minutes I decided to head back before it stated to get dark, I slowly turned around and headed back onto the dirt road, but instead of running I decided to walk.
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well I'm back, well sort of. I woke up early and I decided that I would finally upload after months. Sorry for the short chapter.
Think of this as a holiday gift to you. I hope everyone had wonderful a holiday, and I hope everyone has a great new year! Enjoy!
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أدب الهواةWhat if you ran away from everything. your emotions family friends feelings what if you were afraid to fall in love 18 year old juliet parker knew nothing else but to run, when times were hard she would throw on a pair of sneakers and run until her...
