Hello, Richard!
Sorry it took me all day to write to you. Been busy at work. But of course, I always thought of you ... right from the very first waking hour.
Last night was amazing. 😍
How do you do it, Richard?
How do you make me feel so alive and so wanted?
Whenever we chat, I feel like I can do anything you want from me. I feel so brave, so wild, so ambitious. I feel limitless.
I wish we can make this last forever because I can't stop thinking about you anymore. I can't stop daydreaming about the things we do. I can't shake off that mental image of your face, when in the moment. I cannot stop wanting you. I tried to control my thoughts but the video chats we've been having lately haven't been helping. They just make me crave more.
I haven't felt anything like this before, Richard. It's exhilarating but it's overwhelmingly scary too.
What we're doing, it's almost... forbidden... but it only makes it more exciting. What do they call it? Ah yes,... Sweet Taboo. 🔥
Is this why you keep a safe place? A secret hideout? To contain all these feelings of longing? Because it's so difficult to keep in! 😩
Anyway, here's my addition to our mixtape.
Just sending my favorite parts. I'm sure you already know the rest.
{ R & D }
I Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore
(Reo Speedwagon)
🎶 I tell myself that
I can't hold out forever
I said there is no reason
for my fear
'Cause I feel so secure
when we're together
You give my life direction
You make everything so clear
And even as I wander
I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window
On a cold, dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer
than I ever thought I might
And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever 🎶
I see it now.
I need you, Alden Richards. I need all of you.
Dei
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Hello, Richard: The Secret Correspondence
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