I Will Make You Proud-JLS Fanfic

Part 3

Basically school wasn't very good today bullies pop up here and there but yet again today they just couldn't help their-self I never normally talk to friends or anything about it, I just feel like it's pathetic.

Aston is doing a follow spree now I am spamming like I don't even know what I'm determined to get this follow from him.

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It's been an hour and a half and guess what still no follow there is no point in me staying in this horrible place there isn't. I got pills out the kitchen, my mum and dad are in bed,my little sister is asleep.

I sat with them in front of me crying my eyes out. I had to do this the boys are going there's nothing here for me anymore.

I sat ready to do it then, I got my phone to thank JLS for everything then I saw I had an interaction, so I went on it. I couldn't breathe I can't believe it.

Aston followed me, at that moment I burst out into tears and I couldn't breathe. I took the pills back to the kitchen and then ran back to my room.

My mum ran through saying

'Morgan what's wrong?!'

'Aston just followed me' and I continued to cry as she went and told my dad he followed me.

I got texts from a lot of people saying congrats and a lot of tweets. That moment in time is the happiest I have been in a long time. Now it's time to DM him!

'Aston you have no idea what you have just done! You have saved my life again! You have got me through so much, you have got me through bullying and death thoughts and everything and loosing people in my life. I'm struggling with self-harm just now and I don't know how to deal with the split or anything anymore:( thankyou so much for following! Please reply x'

I sent that and I was still in tears, it took a few DMs to send him all that but I really didn't care.. My idol just followed me,my lifesaver just followed me. It is the best feeling of my whole life😭

I love him more than anything!