Morning grew closer, yet I was still awake.
It was the first day back to college after the uneventful holidays and I couldn't be any less interested. My mind wasn't focused on the working aspect of college, however I seemed to be dwelling around the social commitments I would have to fake. The simple imitations of a smile I would forcibly shape onto my face would fool my so called 'friends'. Yet I could hardly call them my friends as I am nothing but a stranger; hiding behind the bright wallflower I've embodied.
It's just a front of course, well, at least most of it is. I summarize it as being 'shy' but that's only because it makes it easier to explain. Nobody expects anything from me, but that doesn't put me to ease. But I guess being a recluse to society isn't that bad when you're acing all your college courses.
My teacher, Mr West, insists that I try to make friends rather than try to out smart him, it's funny how I feel closer to him than most people. He is the only person I look forward to.Speaking of which, I have a double lesson with him today; I could really do with his witty humour.
I briefly glanced towards my clock before returning my eyes to my bedroom ceiling which had me fixated with all its patterns. "Great" I whisper to myself acknowledging that I had five minutes till my alarm breaks the silence.
Sitting up I looked over to the other side of my bedroom; the gentle kiss of daylight started to highlight my twin's flawless features as she lay peacefully in her bed. Olivia had always been blessed with good looks and a memorable personality. Of course I often had bouts of jealousy, it's not my fault my un-identical twin was ridiculously popular and had pretty much every boy wrapped around her finger. I don't hate her for it though, even though I should. She hardly ever acknowledges me around college and when she does its only a brief satirical encounter. Therefore, i am labeled a freak. A misfit.
The alarm momentarily stunned me as though I wasn't expecting it to ring. Olivia began to stir, her hands pressing her pillows to her ears. "Turn it off" she groaned peeking at me through her one opened eye. I stood up, relieved the alarm from its ringing, reached for my pillow and threw it towards Olivia. "Oi, it's time to get up. It's our first day back" I reply whilst she batted my pillow away from her head.
I walked towards my mothers bedroom; I had agreed to wake her up daily seen as I'm the person who always seems to be awake first. "Mum, it's time to get up, I'll make you a cup of tea" I offer as I poked my head around her bedroom door, her head managed to lift and give a slight nod. That's my cue to make sure every body's day had a good start.
The cold tiled floor in the kitchen ensured that any tiredness that still existed in my body had disappeared. After making several round of toast and a cup of tea, my mother appeared in the kitchen. "Why can't we have heated floor boards like the nice family in the catalogue have?" I teased pulling a overly dramatic puppy dog face. "Because we don't have the money to be spending on luxury things like that otherwise I'd be visiting a spa every weekend" she said whilst raising her eyebrows towards me, making me giggle. I passed her the cup of tea and a slice of toast, whilst I took the remaining toast to Olivia.
"Thanks, leave it on the side" she muttered as the brush she was holding glided through her hair. I was jealous of how straight and shiny Olivia's hair always appeared to be, mine was an awkward wavy/curly combination, making it hard to work with. I spent an hour trying to make my hair presentable, and finished my look with my black ripped jeans, vest top and leather jacket. I was also known for my notorious eyeliner and choker which I wouldn't go a day without.
"North! It's time to go! What are you doing?" my mother called to me from the bottom of the stairs. "I'll be there in a minute" I replied, rushing my eyeliner which I had accidentally smudged. It's a good thing I'm good at art, it makes me a lot quicker at fixing it. "Dakota Leigh Webb you hurry up young lady, I have no time to be waiting around!" she snapped. With that I did as I was told and followed to her call.
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Life Beneath The North
RandomDakota Webb is a misunderstood 17 year old who is struggling through the dismal days of her teen life. Will someone notice Dakota's underlying need for acceptance before her thoughts wear her down to her breaking point? Dakota is from a small town c...