Finding Hope

Chapter 1

Chapter One - 

I watched the crowd of teenagers all mingle and chat whilst they shifted from foot to foot trying to keep warm. The sight was all too cliche, such a typical high school with all the separate cliques.

The cheerleaders in skin tight uniform screamed and squealed among themselves, I eyed the goosebumps forming on their arms and legs in disgust, such idiots.

The 'nerds' clung to their books and spoke in soft undertones, others wore casual clothing or dressed in a hipster style, they sat in groups or wondered alone aimlessly.

Whilst scanning the students a hush suddenly fell around the student parking lot, my eyes surveyed the area for the cause and i found myself staring directly at four extremely good-looking guys emerge from beautiful expensive cars.

I look around and notice most of the girls, even some guys drooling and gazing up at them, eyes full of lust. I mentally gagged shuddering at their faces.

Everyone knew boys were nothing but monsters working for Satan.

Avoiding eye contact i hurried into the building and collected my timetable, the hallways were empty as i searched for my locker. The loud thump from my boots echoed around me as i sang softly along to the music playing on my IPod.

I wrapped my scarf tightly around my face and headed to my first lesson at the sound of the bell. 

History, English Lit, Art, the day seemed to drag and frankly i was beyond glad, fear of going home was clouding my thoughts and i could not concentrate on buying my lunch. My heart was pounding at an unhealthy rate and my palms felt sweaty, i passed the empty cafeteria seats but i did not sit, i learned from previous problems in other schools to know that these seats may be vacant but each table belonged to a certain group of friends, instead i walked outside and sat on a bench at the back of the school.

" Hi are you new?", a girl with bright red spectacles and a really unique dress sense exclaimed chirpily, she looked down at me expectantly with a bright smile.

My face wore a dry expression as i nodded.  

The red-head seemed hesitant and took a step back as if i would spit fire into her face, she nodded and quickly scurried away.

I sighed and ran a hand through my hair, i did not need friends especially in my last year of school, it would just cause complications. I will not be there for anybody in their time of need, when everybody i needed left me in such haste.

I will suffer for one more year, only one more year. His words echoed inside of my head.

" Your an object just like your mother, a slut, a disgusting whore who will never reach anywhere in life. Do us all a favour and drop dead just like her" 

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 The next few weeks of school continued just the same, no one bothered or attempted to befriend me. I still got the odd glances and glares but they soon got over 'the new chick' as they so nicely put it. I was soon labeled as an outcast as i refused to join a friendship group, i think that was what they were waiting for but hey ho i can live without friends and acquaintances.

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The harsh winds picked up pace as they whipped the bare buildings, it was too early to be out in this cold but i needed something to put in my stomach before school. I squeezed my eyes closed and tightened my cardigan, why did i not think to bring a jacket it was gonna frigging snow soon. Jogging to the coffee shop, my body happily embraced the gush of warm air as i stepped inside. I ordered my hot chocolate and waited patiently, sneaking a peek at the people crammed in the tiny Starbucks.

I came face to face with a boy who looked eerily familiar.

My eyes became lost in a sea of emerald green orbs, a messy mob of curly black hair kept falling in his face and slowly a mischievous smirk spread along is face, revealing a deep dimple on his right cheek.

" Take a picture, it lasts longer"

My mind went truly and utterly blank until i realized he was speaking to me, i scrunched my face in disgust and narrowed my eyes at the stranger, " In your fucking dreams mate" i turned back around and reached out to collect my hot drink. i could hear him murmuring under his breath but i ignored him and walked out of the shop.

Was that his pathetic attempt at flirting, god forbid i ever see him again, shaking my head i mentally laughed at his stupidity.

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I found myself at the back of the school at lunch the next day, the bench i sat on on my first day has officially become my lunch seat. The other students seemed to notice this and stayed away from it, in fact i noticed they seemed to stay away from me too, every time i walked into the hallways a parting would appear, in the cafeteria a hush fell around wherever i stood. I found it slightly amusing, were they afraid of me?

I thought that all the commotion on the 'new girl" died down weeks ago, a laugh escaped my lips as i stared at my reflection in my pocket mirror, my red lipstick was bright and the gem on my nose shone proudly, i smirked, my mother did always say my natural face expression wasn't all that friendly, in fact my whole persona wasn't very nice. Snapping my mirror shut i stood up abruptly before i came colliding into another body.

I groaned as my back hit the ground with force, wincing slightly i found it very difficult to sit up,

" Look where your going bitch"

My eyes shot up to see a very muscular boy brushing off grass from his shirt. I felt my temper rising as i managed to get on my feet,

" Noo YOU look where your going shitface, and don't you EVER EVER call me a Bitch, my mother knew how to name me" i spat out. He stepped back and i could see his eyes darken and his jaw clench in anger, before he was able to reply, a loud clapping filled the air, i turn around and once again came face to face with Mr Flirt.

"Well if it isnt my mystery girl" he exclaimed, with a huge grin on his face.

I inhaled deeply, boy could my day get any worse.

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