My Life

highschool..

So today i was feeling bad cause yesterday i got sick...still had to go to school ugh.So this morning it was going boring like always and yea so my friend says at school i look sad all the time..(and why wouldnt i,i miss talking to my friends..) and he says im like emo and im like ha i might act emo but not dress like one,anyways so like in 6th period ,will earlier i was texting my ex...i started doin that last week and u know last year after break up she started ignoring me,hating me alot,but then over summer i tried dm her on insta she ignored my messages..and i was like so she like my pics but she doesnt want to answer me like um what?

soooo u know i starting talking to her on gmail ,saying hi she would respond....and (like i dont get her does she hate me or love me?) sooo i started ranting bout her and i sent it to her cause i couldnt hold it anymore i couldnt hold my feelings....i was scared when i sent the message....so she replied with oh idk what to say... and I was like it ok,u dont have to say anything..Then she replied and said i do have something to tell u but im afraid ull tell people

so i replied back and no i wont tell noyone ,u can trust me.

then she said idk

then i was like : just tell me its alright

then she responded and said : i still kinda like u too,but please dont tell anyone please

woww i was legit smiling in spanish claass like stupid idiot,i think if i could blush i would be blushing.i was so happy asf,i forgot bout school and shit,and foucsed on that,i was like wow but i thought she hated me ig not,will hate is love right? but it sucks cause she in 8th grade im in 9th it would be messed up dating,then she aint goin to my same highschool :( and then we wont be able to see each other at all.. :(