Trust
What they don't have
Always fighting
Always screaming
Scared
Im so scared
I hide
I hide in my room
I hide in my bathroom
I hide in the shadows of there hateful words
I scream silently when I set the red covered blade down
Hot tears
Stream down my hot cheeks
While hot blood
Streams down my ice cold arms
Cold as the winter snow
Cold as their words
Cold as them
They hate me
But
Thats normal
Right?
Because
Thats how its supposed to be
Hate
Its my friend
Its the only thing thats always there for me
The only thing
They left me
She left me
He left me
You left me
But hate
That doesn't leave me
So I'll hold it close
Just as close as the blade
The blade I hold in my sweaty palm
Close to my arms
So close
Drops of blood landing on the floor
The floor
Just as cold as them
Just as cold as my arms
While the blood flows
You can run
But you can't hide
I scream
Just as wood splinters
The lock
The lock keeping me hiden
Hiden in my bathroom
Breaks
Just as my heart breaks
When they are cold
Screams
Not from me
But from them
Warmth
Shock
Tears
Falling
They take me
And hold me
Warmth
So this is what it feels like
Sirens in the distance
Blood covers their white perfectness
Stains her beautiful blonde hair
My blood
My warmth
Tears stream down their angelic faces
While my demon comes out
Come out
With the last warmth I have to give
As I lay in a pool
The pool of my own warmth
My warmth
That they finally realize
Wasn't enough
As I close my eyes
I hear their cries
Just like mine
When I cut
When I burned
When I screamed
When I hit ecstasy
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Poems
PoetryI just write how I and how others feel. My poems are written by me, and if they aren't then I put the name of who wrote it. Enjoy
