Rejected by Him

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I wake up to someone pushing me off of my bed and groan. Why can't they leave me alone for just a little while? I already have bruises and scars because of them. Must they add even more this morning.

"Get up Omega. You need to make us breakfast," says the person I hate the most in this world, my biggest tormenter, the soon to be alpha, Dixon, sneers at me as he gives me a kick to the stomach before leaving my room.

About a minute later, I manage to pull myself off of the floor and get dressed. After I get dressed, I look at myself in the mirror. I don't understand why people bully me. I mean I'm not the prettiest or the skinniest girl out there, but I'm average. I'm not some repulsive creature. Well I guess I should get started on breakfast then before I get an even worse beating.

Sigh. I start to think about where my life went wrong and why everybody hates me as I start to make breakfast.
It all started seven years ago when I was nine.

FLASHBACK
"Mommy what's happening? I'm scared!" I yell to my mom as I hear screams and fighting in the background. My mom brought me up to her bedroom, and now she is telling me how much she loves me before she pushes me in the closet and tells me to stay in there. I don't think that she knew that I could see through a crack in the door. What I saw next, I wish I could have unseen.

I was watching my mother pace around the room and trying to relax before she went to a drawer in her desk. I couldn't quite see what she was pulling out of the drawer at the time, but I could see that it must have been made up of metal. She then stuffed it into her back pocket and gave a longing glance to me in the closet.

The next thing I know, three scary and burly men break down my mom's bedroom door which elicits a scream from her.

"Well. Well. Well. What do we have here?" Says the burly man with a serpent tattooed onto the back of his bald head.

"Hey boys, what do ya say? Should we have some fun with the bítch before we kill her?" Says another one of the scary men. What do they mean have fun with her? Are they going to play a game with her to cheer her up?

PRESENT

I couldn't have been more dead wrong. I did not know it at the time because I was so young, but those men raped my mother right in front of me. I was so naive. I wish I could have helped her so that I wouldn't hear her screams of agony in my dreams every night. After they raped her, they slit her throat with the knife that she had pulled out of the drawer and left her there bleeding out on the carpet.

All that I can remember after that was curling up into a ball and quietly sobbing before I eventually fell asleep.

When people found me later, they blamed me for the death of my mother, their Luna, saying that if she didn't try to hide me and save my life, then she would be alive.

From then on out, I started getting treated like shít everyday by the people who were supposed to be my family including my own father, the pack's beta.

People started hitting me, punching me, and calling me terrible names while others shunned me and pretended as if I didn't exist. It got even worse last year when I turned fifteen and I found out that I couldn't shift into my wolf form. That just made them torment me even more and make my life more of a living hell. There is only one person in the entire pack who didn't either shun me or bully me and that would be my only friend, Grace.

She is like my savior. Whenever the soon to be alpha and his friends would use me as their punching bag, Grace would be there afterward to help me and she would fix me up, considering our pack hospital refuses to let me in.

I just wish that my life could go back to the way that it was before my mother was killed.
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When I finish making breakfast, I sneak an apple out of the kitchen so that no one will notice. My pack members say that it is a waste of food to feed me so I never get to eat the food that I cook for everyone else, and I have to sneak some food whenever I can so that I don't starve to death.

After quietly going outside, I start to walk to school, munching on my apple as I go.

Twenty five minutes later, I arrive at school and scan the parking lot to see if I can find Grace. I don't see her anywhere and sigh. I guess I will have to go through that group of people that hate my guts and want me dead all alone.

As I get closer to the group I hear someone say, "Happy Birthday Dixon!When you turn eighteen at midnight tonight you will get to find your mate, but we already know that it's going to be me," Ashley, Dixon's slút of a girlfriend says. I scoff at that but unfortunately someone notices.

"What was that omega?!? Did you just try to insult my girlfriend you ugly, fat waste of space?" Dixon rages at me causing me to cower back in fear.

"Nn-n-o alpha, I didn't say anything," I say to try and escape a punishment.

"I don't believe you, slút. You're going to get it today after school," he says between gritted teeth to me. Oh dang. I'm absolutely screwed.

I bow my head and mumble a "yes alpha" under my breath as I try and walk as fast as I can by him and his friends. But he has other plans. Just as I'm about to reach for the door, I'm pulled back by the collar of my shirt.

"DID I SAY THAT I WAS DONE WITH YOU OMEGA?!?" He seethes at me, his eyes turning black from rage.

Before I can answer, I'm greeted with a punch to the face. Soon after, more punches and kicks follow. I will not give them the satisfaction of seeing me cry. So, after a while, I just start to feel numb. And soon after, I black out.
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"Jane. Jane. Hello. Wake up." I hear a voice say to me as I try to peel my eyes open. When I finally get them open, I see that I'm still out in front of the school, and I look up to see Grace standing in front of me.

"Jane!" She shouts "are you okay? You had me worried sick because you weren't waking up." I slowly start to stand up with her help, and I mumble an "I'm fine" as we enter the school building.

The day seems to go by in a huge blur, and as the clock gets closer and closer to the end of last period, I get more and more nervous for what is to come later. I really hope that they don't hurt me too bad today because I have to prepare for Dixon's birthday party later.

A few minutes later, the bell rings, and I trudge to my locker as slow as I possibly can to delay the unavoidable beating that I will receive.

After I finish packing my bag, I make my way to the parking lot where I know that Dixon and his friends will be waiting to hurt me.

Right as I get outside I'm pushed to the ground, and my backpack is thrown across the parking lot. Great, there goes my only source of some amount of protection against these brutes, these bullies.

"Now. You, omega, are going to pay for disrespecting my girlfriend," he punches me once in the nose," and you are going to get an extra beating for taking your sweet time and making us wait out here for you," he delivers a hard kick to my stomach, making me wince in pain and curl up into a little ball.

After his little speech, his friends join him in tormenting me with punches and kicks. I can only wait until it is over and they decide that they have had enough.

When they sense that I'm on the brink of blacking out, they stop beating me and Dixon goes up to my ear and whispers, "You better make sure everything is ready and perfect for my party, slút, before ten tonight or else you will get the worst punishment that we will ever give you." 

Him just saying that makes me cower in fear and he starts laughing at that. "See you later you waste of space," he says as he and his friends depart and leave me bruised and battered on the ground of the parking lot.