Dear Diary

Chapter 18

Dear diary,

I just realised that a majority if my best memories are when I hang out with Jason, Trisha and the gang. I find myself content and happy because they don't judge me on rumours. I think that's what I hate most about my school everyone believes the most 'powerful' person.

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So today I had to buy some supplies since I was running out. This is embarrassing but amount those supplies were waxing strips AHAH. -embarrassing- so I thought it would've been a normal day where I go and get what I need and get out. As I was at the self serve line, I started texting J about plans. OOH THATLL BE THE NEXT STORY. Oh god it's been too long I have a little collection haha.

Back to the shopping thing.

As I was texting, I smelt something incredible. Like smooth chocolate incredible and there's only one person I know who smelt like this. The person in front of me moved forward and started scanning his items. I tried to look at his face and it was just what I thought. It was L. Remember the guy I had a massive crush on? Yes it's him. I just thought that he might hate me so I just ignored him. I them looked down and since I had a waxing thing in my hands, I thought to myself 'only L would catch me embarrassed as hell.' He has gotten.....healthier. When I mean healthier, his skin has gotten clearer. He no longer has pimples or acne. His back has gotten broader and his legs have more muscle. He's still got that 'swag' aura and look around him and to me, it's seems like he has gotten kinder.

He saw me and his eyes widened with recognition and just looked down again. I guess nothing has changed after all. His shirt showed off his muscles and he has definitely gotten taller. He's about 10-15cm taller than me. Well let's just say I reach just above his shoulder. I feel really short.

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So my school has this things called a 'Night of Celebration.' Sounds cool right? WRONG. Well unless you want to listen to a bunch of people lecture you about random things. The only reason that I'm going is that Du might be there. I know it's stupid but they. I really like him.

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Turns out, he wasn't there haha but the day after night of celebration, was the seniors graduation. His brother is a senior so he was there. He's still short though haha. I may be moving on slowly but I do and don't want to. I mean, Du is the perfect guy to me. Except his height but hey, he's Malaysian so it's all good haha. I bet nothing else is small ;)) His hand is pretty big so it's ok.

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About the hand thing, apparently, if you get your thumb, times it by three in length and width, that's the size of your ding dong. AHHA I told M this and we just started laughing. She's currently dating H right now so it turns out that of she had a dick, it would be bigger than her boyfriends. :') I lolled. Du's back and chest is much broader form what I remember. I remember once when I almost touched his hair. IT JUST LOOKS SO SOFT AND PUFFY LIKE J'S!!! I have a mini checklist for myself next year:

-get long hair and DONT CUT IT. ONLY TRIM.

-touch Du's hair

-give him a hug

-good marks all round

-balance the job, good grades and friends :)

-get a good body

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OH YEA I GOT A JOB HAHA. Ok so I was out job hunting for a while and my friend says the lay at maccas was pretty decent for a teenager, so I applied. About a day later, I got a reply from the owner and I had an interview. I attended and got the job straight away. It's funny because a university student didn't get it, who got interviewed before me.

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So Du attended his brother's graduation and we had this 'guard of honour' thing. It's where everyone treats the seniors like royalty. We stand on both sides of the footpath and the seniors walk through the middle. I shook hands with Du's brother and his brother seems nicer. So I was calling my friends, who are in grade 12, and congratulated them. While I was on the phone, Du an I's eyes met. I know he was slightly staring since when I looked over, he was dazed. I did the 'sup' nod and he laughed. I guess it's like our inside joke, since we discussed weird things guys/girls do. E.g how guys do the 'sup' nod and girls strut. It was an interesting yet weird and unfunny conversation. He waved back AHHA. I was going to hug him, but he was talking to last years school captain and I didn't want to be disrespectful so it's on my checklist for next year. :)

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Sorry for not updating in a while and WOW. MORE THAN 250 READS. I really wasn't expecting this haha :)

-Sakura