Letter To Brother

Part 1

Dear bhaiya....

                           Happy rakshabandhan. ye baath na me aapko tightly hug karke bathana chahthi hun par batha nahi pathi . Me aapko apne haathon se rakhi bandhna chahthi hun bhaiya par isa kabhi nahi hotha. Har saal ki tarah aaj bhi maine aapke liye rakhi banayi par iss saal bhi aap nahi aaye.Kaash aap mere saath hothe tho kitna acha hotha. aapko patha hain me hamesha yahi sochthi ki atleast ek baar me apne hathon se aapko rakhi bandhu. galath ummeed rakhliya haina.

       me aapko bohoth miss karthi hun bhaiya. kya aap mujhe miss nahi karthe? Agar aap miss karthe ho tho ek baar iss behen ko milne aajao. Please.

           Me aapse bohoth pyaar karthi hun bhaiya. Bhaiya aap mujhse pyaar kare ya na kare par me aapse bohoth pyaar karthi hun. Aap mujhe apni behen maane ya na maane par aap mererliye duniya ke  sabse best bhai ho.

                  Patha hain bhaiya mujhe jab aap par gussa aatha haina tho me kehdethi hun ki jisko meri parva na ho tho me uski parva kyun karu par jab gussa khatham phirse bhai-bhai karthi rehthi hun.Me shayad keh bhi dun ki me aapka parva nahi karthi phir bhi me isa kar nahi pathi.

                    Mere saare friends apne bhai ke bareme me bathathe hain. Par mere paas apke bareme bathane ke liye kuch bhi nahi hotha. Me bas aapse itna kehna chahthi hun kabhi-kabhi mujhse baath karo.Mujhe aapse kuch bhi nahi chahiye bhaiya, mujhe bas aapke saath thoda wakth bithana hain.

                      Mujhe aapki kami bohoth mehsoos hothi hain bhaiya . aapko kabhi bhi meri kami nazar nahi aaya?Jab mujhe aapki zarorath thi aap mere saath nahi the. Isme  aapki galathi nahi thi kyunki aapko nahi patha tha ki mujhe aapki zarorath hain.

               Aapko patha hain me kyun hamesha aapke aage piche ghumthi hun jab aap mere saath hothe ho, kyunki wahi tho hain meri yaad aapke saath kyunki humne kabhi hasi mazak pal nahi bithaye. Aapko tho patha bhi nahi hain ki mere zindagi me kya chal raha hain. Maine aapke aage piche ghumne ka iraada chod diya kyunki mujhe patha hain me aapko bohoth irritate karthi hun. Aur aapko irritate karna mujhe bilkul bhi pasand nahi hain.

           Me hamesha apne birthday ke din aapka call ka wait karthi hun par aapka call bilkul nahi aatha. Ise kahi saare bathen hain jo me aapko bathana chahthi hun par batha nahi pathi. kyunki aaptho mujhse baath bhi nahi karthe.

              Shayad maine aapse kuch jyada hi expect kar liya jo mujhe karna nahi chahiye.Koyi baath nahi bhaiya mujhe tho ab inn sabki aadath jo hogayi hain. Mujhe aapse ye sab kuch kehnatha par kabhi keh nahi payi. Mujhe dar hain agar aap gussa hogaye tho aur me isa nahi hone desakthi. Tho issliye me ye letter likh kar ye sab baath share kar rahi hun.issliye kyunki ye letter kabhi aap thak nahi aayega. chalo maine bohoth roliya aapka dimaag kharab kardiya. Bye bhaiya.

                                                                                                                     Yours sister