Still up at 12 midnight
Trying to cheer up myself
Listening to the music
That made me sad instead
I tried everything
Just to be happy again
Just like what you said
But it feels like I’m myself instead
So I tried to sleep
But my eyes kept me awake
I broke down again,
All I hear was my sob instead
No one knows how hard to hide
The feelings I kept inside
I can’t say it out loud
So I just wrote it instead
