Dumb choice

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Me and Mark have not been doing well with the bills, buying food, and we hardly even look at each other. I thought this day would never come. I thought we would have a happy life. Me, him and Skyler. Living a happy life. But God took her and now he has chosen me and Mark to have it hard. I remember when me and Mark would sit down on the couch and I would lean on him and we would watch movies until we both fell asleep. Those were the old days. I need to stop thinking in the past. It's over. Now we never say a word to each other except for "good morning" and "good night". Mark has to leave tomorrow to go see his mom. Most people would think that he would want to stay with me because of happened, but no, he wanted to go see his mom. He always says it's because she is sad that her grand daughter died. She was my daughter. I am pretty sure he should comfort me more than his mom. I do like Marks mom, but she always takes him away from me. It may not seem like it but I still love him and I know he still loves me. He has too. Right?

"Hey. Come on we have to go."
"Ok hang on."
"I don't have time Grace. We have to get to the air port."
"Ok jeez! Let's go."
I drove him to the air port and when he was getting out of the car he didn't give a hug or a kiss. He didn't even say I love you or bye.
"Do you need any help with ur bags honey?"
"No."
I didn't know what was wrong with him. As he was walking up to the door to the air port, he walked up to a girl and gave her a long, hard kiss. I gasped and a tear rolled down my face. He turned around and flipped me off. He walked in the airport with her and he was gone. I drove home and I laid on the couch and cried. I thought about when we would all watch movies on the couch. I cried myself to sleep and I felt a hand on my arm. I opened my eyes and saw Skyler. She was bright and beautiful.
"Sky?"
"Don't worry mom. I'll always be here."
As she said that she disappeared. I smiled and tears fell. I heard a knock on the door. I wiped my tears and opened it. It was Lizzie. She gave me a hug and I started crying. She already knew what happened. I coulee tell.
"Oh my god. Mark really did leave u."
"I know."
"Are u gonna be ok?"
"I....I don't know. I mean with Skyler dead and Mark just leaves me with no reason, I might as well just kill myself."
"No! Don't say things like that! U still have me. Don't forget that."
She got a text from her boss and she had to go to work. She left and I went to the bedroom and slept bye myself. I have no idea how I am gonna live like this.

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