But You Said You Loved Me

Distance

Sky;



Im hooked, on what I thought I would never do again, drugs.



'getting high isnt right skylynn' my wolf would say



'you might like being abused but i dont and this helps me.'



'Its not helping you! Its destroying you! your famous! if people new that you and your "family" aka pack moved here poparazzi would be swarming the yard and you would be put in rehab!'



' shut up!' I screamed at my wolf



I got agressive alot in the past three weeks with anybody I talked to.. I lashed out! The dumbest things could set me off.. like someone tapping there foot while im trying to watch t.v, stupid bitches... I hate everything and if you look more clearly you can see I have a reason too



I just smoked & injected

in my room and listened to music, it soothed me..















Victoria;







Sky has been keeping her distance from everyone I thought shes always in her room and missed her studio date and her coriographer is blaming me!, hmm I should go see what wrong with her..







I walked up to her "new room" aka the attic, she always up there now I dont see how its freezing..



I knocked on the door



"sky? honey?" i asked all i heard was silence



I tried opening the door, it was locked



I felt above the door frame for the extra key, i felt cold metal and grabbed it, shoving the key in the door



A gust of the sight of needles hit me.. oh no, not again. I lost one daughter last time and cant lose another







*Flash back*



"So jacey how was school?" I asked my oldest daughter at the dinner table



"Same as always?" she got up and walked to her room



I looked at my twins who were 15 at the time



"well im going to bed" SkyLynn said getting up



after dinner TayLynn ran upstairs to say goodnight to jace and sky



I heard Tays scream pierce through the house



I immediatly flew up the steps with a couple other pack members



I ran into Jaceys room where she was laying on her bed and Sky was passed out on the bathroom floor.



"CALL A AMBULANCE!!" i screamed



I remeber the night so clearly when i lost my first daughter, I barely made it with sky, I hoped and prayed they would be okay but only one left and was helped.



I knew I should have gotten help for Jacey when she needed it



a doctor walked out of jaceys room and looked at me with remorse



"She didnt make it.." he looked at me



I burst into tears



a while later i walked into skys hospital room and sat beside her and cried knowing that i would cherrish TayLynn and SkyLynn now knowing how it feels to lose a daughter..



*End Of Flashback*







"HELLO?! SKY?"



nothing.



Maybe she went out..?



I walked in her bathroom and saw a blunt on her counter along with some pills.



oh my god, I gasped



Song for this moment; Words I Never Said By Skylar Grey







I JUST MADE THE CAST!!!!!!!!!