Amiyah Sevan, and Jalaya.

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I left Sevan to start walking back to the group with everyone while i walked to Amiyah. She was still crying when i found her. She was near the lunch room doors.

"Amiyah-"

"Iris.. Please go... Dont worry about me.." she smiled as a tear ran down her cheek.

"You cant pretend to be happy... I know how you feel.." i said.

"How. How do u know how i feel. You dont even have feelings for anyone.."

"I- um i.... I dont.." i looked down.

"Exactly.." Amiyah cried again.

The school bell rang and it was time to go back inside. Next subject was math. I didnt notice this before, but Leo and Jalaya were in my math class. I sat down at my seat while waiting for the teacher to get in class. So instead i walked over to Jalayas desk.

"Hey Jello!"

"Whats up Iris!?" Jalaya called back.

"Nothing much.. How about you?" i asked.

"Eh. Not much either."

"Hi Iris!" Leo called.

"Oh, hey Leo!" i called back.

"What you doing?" he asked.

"Oh. Im just hanging out with my friend Jalaya here."

"Nice. Hey Jalaya!" he smiled at her while Jalaya blushed.

"Oh..um.. Hi.." Jalaya mumbled.

"Do you guys know each other at all?" i asked.

"Ive seen Jalaya around. But i never got the chance to meet her." Jalaya blushed again by his words.

"Jalaya?? Ive never seen you act like this.. Your blushing alot.. Are u hot or something??? And your very shy... Your usually the girl who plays sports and wins everyone. Your always so confident about yourself... Something is wrong..." i said to Jalaya.

"No. Im totally fine Iris. Dont worry about me!" Jalaya said. Leo smiled and we all walked back to our seats. We waited untill the teacher came back then started our work. We had to have partners for the work we were doing. My math teacher paired me up with Jalaya. I was pretty lucky. But when we were in the middle of studying, Jalaya started to day dream. I dont know who or what she was day dreaming about, but i made her snap out of it.

"JALAYA!? JALAYAAAA???" i yelled.

"Woah- what...oh sorry..." Jalaya stumbled on her words.

"Its ok. You were day dreaming about something or someone." i smiled at her.

"Did not.." Jalaya said.

"Its kinda obvious that you were.." i said.

"Oh well." she laughed.

"Who." i said.

"Who what?" Jalaya questioned.

"You know what i mean. Who were you day dreaming about??" i asked.

"Um. I- a um." The bell rang "I GOTTA GO.." Jalaya ran out of the room. The day ended and i went home. The first person i texted was Jalaya.

Me: Hey Jello. What happened back there in math?!?!?

Jello: Oh. Nothing...

Me: Seriously. You were totally day dreaming..

Jello: just please drop it... Please..

Me: You can trust me. You can tell me anything. Your my bestie

Jello: .... Fine.. I was thinking about Leo.. Ive had feelings for him for awhile... The way he looks at me makes me smile. We have only met once but i thought it was love at first sight... I really do love him..

Me: Oh..

Jello: What? Do u have feelings for him too??

Me: No
While texting Jalaya, i realise how much Leo cared about me and how he wasnt afraid to talk to me. And he was always so caring... He always left me with a smile.. Maybe i do have feelings for him.. Probably Tommy is not the right person for me..

Jello: Good. Leo means everything to me.

Me: awe cute! Have to go. Ttyl

Jello: byez

I thought more and more about Leo. I wasnt sure about my feelings anymore... I didnt understand myself anymore.. I made an excuse not to talk to jello because it would get too akward.. I started to text Saron.

Me: Hey Saron!

Saron: HEYY GURLLL!! (srry about caps. I tend to scream at everthing)

Me: its ok XD im fine with screaming people.

Saron: YURPP

Me: so.. U have any feelings for anyone?????!?!??!?

Saron: NOPPEE

Me: oh. Interesting XD

Saron: YA

Me: how do u like Sevan?

Saron: I THINK SHES COOL. WHEN U TOLD HER TO GO TO THE GROUP, SHE HUNG OUT WITH ME. WE HAD FUNNN

Me: Good!

Saron: HAVE TO GOOO. BYEZ

Me: dang it.. Oh wellz bye!!!

It was nice talking to Saron for a while. I dont talk to her often. But i still couldnt decide if i have feelings for Tommy or Leo.. I dont understand myself anymore...

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