It Was Nothing (uncompleted)

A Toast

Sophia's POV

Andrew's coming back today. Well not home he's just coming by to get some stuff for tour because he leaves tomorrow afternoon. After the drama on twitter we decided to still take a break from each other and he left to Arkansas for a while to think about things and clear his mind. I'm not going to be here when he comes by later today because I don't think I'm ready to talk to him about everything yet. I was going to a party instead and he was staying at Sam's house for the night so it was okay I guess.  I couldn't help but miss him because I still love him but I can't just easily forgive this shit and I have to fight my heart telling to let him back in. Then again thats the thing about love it blinds you until the person you love breaks your heart and then you can see everything clearly. 

I left the house around 9 pm and drove to the party. I didn't want to go but I didn't want to stay home and run into Andrew. Cristina convinced me to go. She's noticed that I've been kinda down lately and she said he wasn't worth my tears but he makes me feel like I lost all my worth and that I what I gave him wasn't enough. That I wasn't enough.

I got to the party and I went to the bar and I got a drink. Someone sat next to me. "Hey babe" he said; his voice sounded familiar and I looked up and it was Kian. 

K-Kian Y-Sophia 

Y- What do you want.

K-Rude! 

I rolled my eyes and took a shot. 

K- You don't look so good. 

Y- You think.

K- I heard Andrew's back in town.

Y- Yeah he is. 

K- Why aren't you with him instead of sitting all alone here. 

A- Its none of your business. 

K- Well you like it or not I know you better than anyone else here. 

Y- Hmmm sure. 

K- Well your drinking and you only drink alone when your feeling depressed and by the way your dressed you didn't put effort so you haven't been sleeping again. 

Y- Great you can see the obvious. 

K- The only difference is that know exactly whats wrong with you.

Y- Fuck off Kian. 

K- Don't be rude. We have a past. 

Y- I'm a aware and I have a boyfriend. 

K- But you don't you remember all the fun we had back then. 

Y- Of course I do and I'm thankful for it but we're adults now. 

K- Cmom I know you miss those times. 

Y- We were teenagers and lost and confused. And besides you made you point clear when you chose Andrea over me. 

K- Well that was a mistake because she didn't take me back after the breakup. Well then let's drink to it.

He got one of my shots

Y- To what

K- To pain and to all the mistakes we've done in life.

Y- I'll toast to that  *I took another shot*

*A few hours later*

I had forgotten how fun it was to drunk with him. We could make my day so much better and smile.  I missed him, he made me feel so special and loved. But then I got up and I ran to the bathroom as fast as I could and puked. 

When I came back Kian wasn't there so I took my last shot for the night and Kian came up behind me and kissed me.

Y- Kian no.

K- Why not?

Y- Andrew.

Then suddenly everything went black...