I am in pain but that's not what people see
I cry begging to just die but that's not what people see
I fight the walls inside my head but that's not what people see
What they see Is the smile I force keep
They see me laugh even when my voice is about to crack
They see me stand up for believes even when I just don't know mine
I am a mask full of so many feelings that only I can see
I will never be free from my life or from the pain that no one but me can see
I wish to die but either way my wings will never be seen
Till my guardian angel takes my life and flies me away