Darken Me {Dark Niall Fanfiction}

Chapter 10

Ariana's POV

I straddled his lap, kissing him with all I have. I really wanted to repay him, so to say, for all that he has done for me. He has saved me countless times and it's time I give back to him, but in a different way.

To be honest, I had no idea what I was doing. I tried reading 50 shades of grey at the orphanage once, but I ended up getting it taken away from me. I always try to defend myself and say I'm not as innocent as you think, but in reality, I am so innocent.

"Babe. What are you doing?" his voice broke our long lasting kiss. He held my flushed face in his large hands, staring at me with his ocean blue eyes.

I sighed. I don't know what to say to him. Should I tell him what I was going to do? No. He will think I'm some sort of weirdo. But no. If I don't tell him he will interrogate me until he finally gets it out of me.

"I just wanted to repay you. For all that you have done for me. I just keep receiving from you, but I never give back. So I wanted to repay you in a uh . . . different way." I said finally speaking up. He chuckled at my response, making me get off of his waist and lay down beside him.

"Ari listen, I would gladly fuck you, but there is no need to repay me. I need and want to protect you. And what I'm afraid of is, is that if I do let myself fuck you, I will end up hurting you because I am much bigger and stronger than you. I would never forgive myself if I hurt you. Like if I hurt you, I would hurt myself because I wouldn't be able to handle the guilt that I would have." He said furrowing his eyebrows.

I got back onto his lap and leaned in to kiss in between his eyebrows. As soon as I did, they weren't furrowed anymore, and he was staring at me with those beautiful blue eyes that I could easily get lost in.

"I'm sorry." I said finally breaking the silence. "I was pushing too far, too fast and I just, I don't know."

He pulled me in for a hug, then whispering in my ear, "Babe, you're fine. But let me just tell you, I can show you so many things."

"How to make you feel so good." He said seductively into my ear.

He trailed his hand up my thigh, making me squirm and moan.

"Will you let me touch you?" he whispered.

I didn't even second guess it. I wanted to be touched. I wanted to finally grow up and not have anyone tell me what to do.

"Y-Yes." I stuttered.

He smirked, climbing on top of me. He started to kiss me, going from my lips down to my stomach that is now uncovered.

"Ari, I don't want you to be shy okay? I promise I won't hurt you. I would never hurt you." he said, his breath fanning over my face as he spoke.

I nodded, not trusting my voice anymore.

His hands trailed down my stomach to my shorts, and he hooked his fingers around the belt loops, pulling them down.

I was getting more and more nervous by the second.

He slowly slid my shorts down my legs, annoyingly slow. I heard Niall moan once he had my shorts all the way off.

"I'm glad I had the maid pick these up. Along with the rest of your clothes." he said hooking his finger around the side of my red lace panties.

I was now in only my bra and panties, and I was more than nervous. Niall noticed that I was shaking lightly, and he climbed on top of me.

"Babe, it's only me! You're okay. I promise I won't do anything bad to you I promise." he almost whispered, then kissing the top of my nose.




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