Stay Away (2tae.)

Taeil~

I woke up to the sound of my alarm ringing in my ear. Orientation started today at 8:30. I set my alarm the night before to 7:00. I grabbed my phone and dismissed the alarm. I seriously didn't want to get out of bed right now.

It was already to early for me to be up. I groaned and ran my fingers through my hair. "Come on Taeil get up it's just orientation." I forced myself out of bed and headed to my dresser. I pulled out a black sweater and a pair of black jeans to go with.

I made my way to the bathroom and turned on the water. I waited for it to get to the right temperature before getting in. I made sure that I washed my hair after I was done with everything else.

After I was done I dried off and put on a pair of boxers, and my jeans. I pulled out my small backpack and got out a thing of deodorant.

I pulled on my black sweater and put on a pair of shoes. I checked the time to see that it was just 8:00. I still had thirty minutes to spare. Making sure all of my things were ready i walked out of my room and went into the living room. I switched on the TV to see what was on.

As I was switching channels I heard a door creak open. I knew it was Taeyong so I didn't even need to look But, i still did. I turned around to see Taeyong had dyed his hair. It was a whitish/greyish color. I liked it, but that wasn't the only thing different about him. He didn't have a shirt on.

Now I'm straight but damn. He had small tattoos decorating his back. He wasn't bulky but he did have a little muscle to him. I bit my lip. He looked really sexy.

He turned around and looked at me. I quickly looked at the ground. I could hear him softly laughing. "I like your hair." I fiddled with the hem of my sweater.

"Thanks." I looked up at him and he had a small smile on his face. He quickly looked me up and down and I blushed. "You look cute Tae." There goes my heart.

I could feel my heart beating out of my chest just because of the nickname he gave me. "Are you ready for orientation?" I nodded.

We still had like 20 minutes left before we had to be down stairs. I felt my stomach bubble. I glanced back at Taeyong. "Do you want to get breakfast.. with me?" I whispered the last part. I know he told me to stay away from him but I still wanted to be around him.

He threw on a grey shirt and put on his hoodie. "Okay." I looked up at him but he was facing the ground. I smiled and turned the TV off. I opened the door and we both walked out and down the hallway. It was silent between us. I wanted so badly to say something but I didn't know what to say.

"So how do you like it here?" I could feel him looking at me but he didn't say anything so I decided to keep talking.

"I think it's okay here. I haven't really gotten to meet anyone besides you but I like how close the cafe's are to here and I like being from from my family for awhile."

We made our way out of the building and walked down the street. "It's really beautiful here at night. Yesterday my friend and I went walking out late and you could see all of the different shades of purple. It was like nothing I've ever seen before." Out of the corner of my eye I could see Taeyong looking at me.

"Oh there's the cafe!" I grabbed Taeyong's hand and dragged him inside. There was a girl behind the counter chewing on bubble gum and checking out her nails. I stared at her and coughed. Either she didn't hear me or she didn't want to because she kept looking at her nails.

"Are you done checking out your nails yet?" I heard Taeyong ask. The girl seemed annoyed by his question. "Excuse me?" I just looked between the two. Taeyong narrowed his eyes at her.

"My friend here has been trying to get your attention for a while now but you've been to busy looking at your puke colored nails to care." I tried to hide the smile that was on my face. He just called me his friend.

The girl looked like she was about to say something before her manager came out. "Hello boys is there a problem here?" Taeyong looked at the girl before asking.

"No is there a problem here?" The girl narrowed her eyes at him before putting on a fake smile. "No sir what would you like to order?"

Taeyong squeezed my hand. I didn't realize that I was still holding his and I started getting flustered. "Can I have a french vanilla coffee with a lot of sugar please?"

She aggressively types it in on the cash register. "What about you?" I looked at Taeyong and her looked up at me. "Same thing, but can we have two cookies everything to go."

"Sure thing." Taeyong dragged me over to a free table and we sat down. "Thank you." I fiddled with my fingers. "Don't worry she was being a bitch." I giggled. He bit his lip.

I could tell he wanted to smile. It was quite for awhile after that. Taeyong's hand kept brushing up against mine. I don't know why but it was driving me crazy.

"Taeil?" I looked up from our hands. "Yes?" He furrowed his eye brows. "Why do you insist on talking to me?" The question didn't come out mean more just curious.

"I want to get to know you better." I shrugged my shoulders. He seems like such a cool person and I just want the experience of knowing him.

"My father doesn't like you." I nodded I kind of already figured that much out by the fact that he kept glaring at me, but there was one question that was still on my mind.

"Why do you want me to stay away from you?" Taeyong looked everywhere but at me. "I uh don't think that you should get to close to me." Is he... getting nervous?

I took this moment to grab both of his hands. "Taeyong no matter how bad you treat me or how much you try to ignore me I will never stay away from you." I looked into his eyes sincerely.

He looked shocked, but I could see his eyes moisten. It looked like he was going to cry. "Taeil! Your orders ready." I let go of Taeyong's hands and walked up to the counter to receive the food.

I handed Taeyong his things and we waked back to the building in silence. I kept stealing glances at him. He looked deep in thought. Every once in awhile we would lock eyes and he would blush and look away.

Awe cute. By the time we made our way to the auditorium the bell sounded for our meeting.

Taeyong and I were trampled by the hundreds of people all trying to make their way inside. I could feel my anxiety kicking in. I was still new here and I barely new anybody here.

It was way too crowded and I couldn't see Taeyong or Winwin anywhere. I tried my hardest to try to cam myself down but I could feel an anxiety attack coming.

I quickly stood up and ran out of the room. I pressed my back up against the wall and slowly fell down. I pulled my knees up to my head. and hugged my knees. I started to cry. "Taeil? Taeil!" I heard Taeyong's voice and he ran over to me.

He crouched down to me and put his hands on my face. "Hey Tae I'm here okay? You're gonna be okay alright?" I started to breathe in and out slowly. I opened my mouth to talk. "I-I couldn't find you," I hiccuped.

"There were so many people." Taeyong wiped away my tears. "Hey listen I'm here okay? I'm here for you." He kissed the top of my head and pulled me into a hug. I rested my head against his chest and we stayed like that for awhile.