"you a bitch yo you ain't gone ever be shyt you ugly you prollie ain't neva got no dic cause no niggah would eva wanna stick his dic in yo ugly azz you got them braces prollie to hide them big ahh teeth them big azz glasses what's up with that fit doe ma you ain't showin no azz I know you got a lil sum sum but you won't show it i bet you aint ever gone get a man but still you ugly azz hel aleah" kevin dawson told me when he said that everyone in his clique laughed at me I felt tears forming as I ran out the school I was tired of being humiliated by the way I looked that day Kevin said those cruel things to me was the last day of my 11th grade year I ran to my car and cried then drove home
I'm aleah sanders I'm 17 years old I have a light golden Brown skin color I have braces and glasses I am very quiet and I have gotten bullied since my freshman year but senior year I will have every niggah wanting to be with me because its time for a change
my crush since 9th grade is demarco Jones he probably never even though about looking twice my way he a thug but a cute one he has light skin a little darker than me tats on both arms nice wavey hair and pearly white teeth lawd I could just melt
I live with my grandmother because I don't knowy father and my mother died selling her body somewhere so my grandmother takes good care of me like I do for her
anyway next year will be a new leah
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jhene pov
I watched as kevin talked about aleah like that I mean I don't talk to her but she seems like a nice person he just picks on her because she's smaller than him and a girl who's a nerd its wrong but I'm not gonna get nothing through his head because its going in one ear and out the other I seen as she ran out the school I felt bad I hit him as he laughed extra hard I shook my head and walked off I got In my car and drove to my apartment
I'm jhene ( ja-nay) I'm 17 and next year i'll be a senior I'm so glad I only have one more year left anyway I live with my 18 year old boyfriend james my mother is a prostitute and my dad left to live with his wife some where so I had no body james was the only person there for me
"hey bae" he said as I walked in the door
"hey"I said throwing my keys on the counter kicking my shoes off and taking off my backpack
"damn just take it all off" he said being sarcastic
"hahaha funny" I said rolling my eyes
"so now that I'm home we can do something special its summer finally " I said kissing him
"uhh yeah bae about that listen tonight I got some business to handle I actually have to leave in the next hour" he said
"are you serious right now james" I asked
"yea I'm sorry look j I will make it up to you tomorrow will be us" he said pecking my lips and walking in the room james is a drug dealer that's how we can afford nice things and this apartment he buys me things almost everyday but he's always gone
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aleah
as my summer started I went shopping everyday to build up my wardrobe for next year I took off my braces with my now straight white teeth and I now have contacts school now starts in 2weeks
as I was in the bathroom straightening my hair that I always kept in a pony tail or bun I realized how long it was it went down to my hips I smiled as I looked at myself in the mirror no make up on and I was hot I walked down stairs to see my grandmother was mo where to ne found I walked in the kitchen to see a not on the fridge
"lele I will be back later I am out with some friends but can you go to the store amd pick up a few things
-milk
-toothpaste
-orange juice
-lunch meat
I laughed my grandma think she still young I ran upstairs frrshened up a bit and went off to the store
as I was walking down the aisle I noticed a girl from my school I think her name was jhene she hung with tevin and his crew she was one of the cool girls I guess but she seemed nice
"hey you go to my school right" I asked
"um no I'm sorry I don't remember you what's your name" she asked like I looked familiar
"aleah sanders" I said
"OHY GOSH ALEAH FVCKING SANDERS YOU LOOK ........you look hot girl o my gosh what happened" she askes shocked as she was smiling
"thank you and I just got tired of being bullied so o changed my look hopefully I get noticed this year" I said
"girl you gone get noticed you are officially the hottest girl in school right nah and that's coming from me girl they gone lobe the new you and you gone have that niggah kevin jaw on the flo" she said as we laughed
"thanks maybe we could hang sometimes" I said
"most def girl I like the new you but you seem cool but give me your number because its this party next week before school and I think you should come"she said
"oh um okay" I said giving her my number and walking to the checkout after that I went home where my grandma was sitting on the couch watching maury
"hey baby you picked up those items" she asked
"yes granny" I said putting it up
"you look pretty" she said
"thanks" I said smiling
so far I like the new me
