Depressed But Living (Lesbian Love Story)

Intro (Chapter 1)

New story because I'm bored.

-Myra-

I have been alone for 4 years. Haven't smile with anyone other then her and my bestfriend. Laughing isn't a normal function anymore. I am dead inside. Broken if you will. But she pieced me back together and helped me coop over deaths, relationships, and broken friendship. Since the 7th grade I haven't felt that she was just a friend. I felt like she was mine and no one could take her. But during high school she met a guy and I thought that they were dating. He was always around her and she was always around him. But she told me this guy had a girlfriend and that she would never date him. Her face looked so serious. I believed her but still had doubt. She always loved to sing with me old Twenty One Pilots. We are bestfriends but I want us to be so much more.

-Jade-

So having a bestfriend with depression and having suicidal thoughts is tough to bear with. Me and her have been there for each other since birth. Her family knowing mine. I always go over her house almost everyday. This girl is that only thing that has made me truly happy to live in this cruel world. She is like a angel. Every since 8th grade she has been the only crush I have had. My bestfriend has also told me to just ask her but I'm scared that she will reject me. Last year I found out that she could enter the picking which broke me. Every since then I haven't tried to really be with her. I can't, not until the picking is over. I feel like I will hurt her. By leaving or just rejecting her. So I haven't tried to do anything to over the top. Bestfriends can fall in love right? I think I already answered that.

Hi guys :p
I am one of the two owners of this account.
This is my book but we have a shared book.
It's called Can't Live Without You(Septiplier Fan fiction)