Depressed But Living (Lesbian Love Story)

My Feeling(Chapter 2)

She's the tear in my heart. "Jade are you even listening to me!?", Destiny shouts. "Um no", I reply kinda confused on what's happening. " Jade, why are being so spaced today?" Destiny asked. "Sorry, my mind is somewhere else," I reply feeling the tense in the air. "Ok, well hurry up. We have to get ready for the picking." Destiny replys making me feel even more worried. Here in district 18 we are in charged of the coal for the capital. So when the Hunger Games picking comes around we are worried. Capital people get trained for the hunger games. The high the number gets for the districts, the less they are trained. So us being the last one mean we have no type of training to compete in the Hunger Games. But we have to so every other year we have a picking. The picking is where a male and female are chosen to compete. This year my bestfriend Myra is allowed to compete. This worry's me because she has had problems with depression over the past 3 years. It hurts even more because I like her. No I don't like or I am in love with her. Yes, I am the only lesbian in district 18. But, I don't care because I know I am just being myself.
As I take a cold shower the pressure gets to me. If my sister Destiny is picked I am volunteering. Same goes for Myra but I am not sure if I could deal with the idea of never seeing them again. But I realize that if I don't volunteer one of them could die which scares me too. As I get out the shower, my mind go wilds with possible things that could happens. "Jade, hurry up!", my dad yells. I hurry and put on my black skinny jeans with a TØP tanktop and a black jacket to match my jeans. I put a Bennie on to cover my hair. Knock knock I hear on my door. " Come in," I shout to my door. In steps my bestfriend "Hi Logan, " I say to the only transgender girl/guy in district 18. Being abnormal in our distract kinda let us bond more with each other of the last year and a half. "Jade?!", Logan shouts while snapping his fingers in my face. "What?", I reply forgetting that I was getting ready. "The picking is in less then 2 minutes, so hurry up, ", "Ok," I reply getting really worried and scared. Logan leaves my room forgetting to shut my door. I put on a little bit of lip gloss and head out to the picking area.

Hii welcome to a Hunger Games lesbian love story. My name is Gina and I am one of the two owners of this account ;p I am going to be in the story as well. And every character is based off of my real life friends so enjoy:b

She's the tear in my heart
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