"Because of you, I'm becoming ruined! I wanna stop, I don't want you anymore!
I can't do it, this sucks! Please don't give me any excuses You can't do this to me!
All of the things you said are like a mask It hides the truth and rips me apart
It pierces me, I'm going crazy, I hate this!!
Take it all away, I hate you! Why am I in love alone, why am I hurting alone
I need you .
Why do I keep needing you when I know I'll get hurt?!
It goes round & round, why do I keep coming back?!
I go down & down, at this point, I'm just a fool.
Whatever I do, I can't help it.
It's definitely my heart, my feelings but why don't they listen to me
I'm just talking to myself again, You're not saying anything, please, I'll treat you well.
But the sky is blue, The sky is blue and the sun is shining
So my tears are even more noticeable.
Why is it you? Why did it have to be you?
Just tell me you wanna break up , just tell me it wasn't love
I have no courage to say that . Give me my last gift
So I can't ever go back to you . Why can't I leave you? "
-Kim SeokJin
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"This is the last time you gonna see me!" i say
"Then do it! i dont care either!" sigaw nya sakin .
"Fine! but dont expect me to showup to you AGAIN!!" sabi ko
"What ever!" sagot nya bago nag lakad na paalis .
"Dont worry baby , di ka pababayaan ni appa ok? i love you sow much baby!" pag kausap ko sa baby na nasa loob ng tiyan ko .
Yeah! i'm one week pregnant . hindi ko din alam kung pano basta isang araw naka ramdam na lang ako ng parang pregnant signs (?) tapos nun ayun na . pumunta ako sa doctor then BOOM! buntis daw ako and guest what! yung walang hiyang si ***** ayaw maniwala . bwisit na yun!! pag tapos nyang kunin yung V card ko ganun ganun na lang yun iiwan ako! Grrrrr! bahala sya jan basta ako mag papaka layo na para sa baby ko at sana hindi ko na makita yung hinayupak na playboy na yun -.-!!
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-KyeoptaJin~
