A Secret Away From Love

A look into my life

I woke with the sound of birds chirping outside my bedroom window. I felt so fresh and ready to start the first day of school right. I got out of bed and realized that i might have gone deaf since my house was filled with silence and lemme tell ya i have not experienced that since i can remember. As i made my way to the bathroom I heard my doorbell ringing. I wondered who might be the wonderful person that decided to visit us at this beautiful yet unusual time. I ran downstairs and opened the door as quickly as i could. Guess who it was ? It was reality. Telling me to get over the fact that this will never be true and i need to get my ass moving if i wanna get to school on time. So what i mean is screw this and get ready to hear me complain a lot. I force myself to crawl out of bed in the worst shape ever and realize this is not gonna be my best day. Anyways i decide to cheer myself up a bit and maybe give this day a chance. You know new people will come to school maybe I'll even have a crush once in a while just to spice things up a bit. And at the end i decide to try my best and look good for this glorious day. I hear my brother's voice at the end of the corridor, well by voice i mean scream and make a grimace as i enter the bathroom.
My baby bro is the only thing that cheers me up when I'm down. He is the definition of cuteness and eternal need of squishing him till he starts screaming like he is now. His name's Maxim but everyone calls him Max. He is 5 years old and that's about it. So i live with my mom, Max and my favorite members of our family our two cats Berlioz and Osiris (i know my creativity is just mind blowing) and our dog Riptide (once again-mind blowing). So far my family life is great my mom is very understanding and she can be my best friend at times when i need her and I really appreciate that but you know everything can't be perfect so of course my parents are divorced. I love my dad but he just doesn't have the time for me so i see him once in two months. Okay moving on....
I took a quick shower and realized that I don't look so bad considering that I slept for 4 hours. My hair is kind of wavy naturally so i just kind of brushed it and put on a little makeup i mean i am 16 after all. After what seemed like forever i decided to put on a DRESS. It was a nice floral, loose dress that I paired with my white stan smith's, you know the style now.
I ran downstairs and bumped into my mom. She gave me a kiss on the forehead and we went through the whole first day of school conversation that made me realize i lost track of time. Luckily i was fast today so i even had time to play around with my dog and cats. Max was on the counter eating his breakfast and that was the only time I wasn't allowed to squish him. Few minutes passed and I was already bored and thank God my best friend called.

"Kaia, bro are you ready to kill this shizz??" Her loud voice woke me up from my trance.

"Yes, Stella i am ready to kill whatever we're killing... " I exhaled.

Even though she's very enthusiastic about life and I'm apparently not i love her to death. So we've established that my name is Kaia...great...how unique...i know

" I'm assuming you're wearing a dress like you promised and you can't ride your skateboard which means that I'll be picking you up, right?"

" Yes, indeed "

"Okay, cool then I'll be there in 10. Love ya man"

" Love ya too "

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" Get in here man! Oh my God you look so good i am so proud of myself "

" Wha- Why?!? " I jump laughing.

" Well if I didn't tell you to wear a dress you would nev- "

" You know what it doesn't matter cuz i think we're gonna be late and that's not what I'm all about "

She grins at me like the Chesire cat.

" What are you all about? "

" Don't start " i start whining.

" Ok Ok "

Then we start jamming to our favorite songs and at this point i love my life.

And you know that's why i said -this point-
As Stella parks her car in the school driveway i feel like dying. I hate this place nothing really good in particular has happened here. I'm not even close to popular but I'm happy to have a few very close friends and a bunch of friends that I consider nice and suitable for a conversation. So as you can see nothing interesting is happening in my life.
Hopefully this school year will mean a lot more friendships, juicy stuff happening, new experiences and maybe just maybe a boyfriend...oh who am I kidding.
I look around and see all these people that look so unfamiliar to me it's funny no actually it's sad. They all seem very excited and happy...umm about school...yeah still tryna figure that out.
And then i feel my best friend grab my hand and start pulling me towards the school building. Well there goes summer and being carefree and all that....