Come Closer... Jikook OS

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Jimin POV
I love him, i really do.

I can't take my eyes off him. Even when I am with the other members, I always try to hide faking a smile.
Nobody has ever made me feel this way before, every part of him makes me shiver. I wish he could understand how I feel, I wish I could just wake up next to him laying beside me like real couples do.
Unfortunately it's not that easy.
My heart hurts because I know that those are just dreams.

I want him to notice me, or at least I try but it never works out really well and that's why he's always pushing me away from him because he thinks I'm annoying and that I'm trying to joke around just for a fun. I end up being very lonely, blaming myself, hating myself.
I truly love for him but I can't express myself and that's why I'm still at the same point as I was a long time ago when I started liking him more than I should've.

But today I decided to make a move and I won't let my coward self restrain me.

After the concert I decided to talk to him in private. I quickly grabbed his hand after we went backstage and he didn't know what was going on and where I was leading him, and I didn't know either to be honest.

" Wait ! w-what ? Where are we going Jimin ? " Jungkook stated, sounding utterly confused.

" Just calm down and follow me. It's not like I'm going to kill you or anything " I replied.

I found an empty room with clothes, mirrors, makeup and hair stuff in it. I saw nobody inside, so I quickly entered and locked the door behind jungkook.

"Can you tell me now what's going on ?" He said ; looking lost and frustrated.

"Jungkook I... "

"Just tell me already. What's wrong Jiminie hyung ?"

"Jungkook I want you"
His eyes widened and he looked at me in shock.

"w-wait what do you mean by that ?"

"I know that you know exactly what i'm talking about Jungkook. Don't you notice all of these eye contacts and gazes that we exchange ? Can't you feel the tension that's been building up between us for a while ? Please tell me I'm not alone in this. Please don't tell me that all of this is inside my head..."

I grabbed his left hand softly lacing our fingers and leaned my head closer to his neck. He didn't move for a second, he closed his eyes when I started kissing his jawline and leaving soft pecks. I could feel his tense body relax under my touch. I pulled him closer to me by grabbing the back of his neck with my free hand. Our bodies were as close as they never were. His smell was overwhelming. At this exact moment, my heart was beating out of my chest. The atmosphere suddenly became hot and heavy in the room. I could feel sweat dripping down my forehead . Then I stopped my moves and looked deeply in his eyes, smirking at him. I slowly made our lips touch and ...kiss. But all of sudden he pushed me away by my shoulders. I was so confused, why didn't he react until now ?

"We shouldn't be...doing this hyung. It's so wrong. I feel like I'm lying to the others."

"What do you mean ? Don't you think you have been lying to yourself instead ? I can't take it anymore, Jungkook, it hurts, it hurts to watch you from far without ever being able to reach you"
" Jiminie hyung, it isn't an easy decision for me. I swear. I am just as pained as you"
"Why are you always trying to push me away ?"
"Hyung, there are cameras you know...
What if they understand what's going on ?"

" So what if they know Jungkook ? Is it so wrong to love ? I want to be able to hold you without having to hide. Why didn't you stop me until now ? If all you want is to reject me then why did you let me kiss you ? Are you rejecting your feelings for me ?" The tears started to stain my shirt, I didn't even realise I was crying. He wiped my cheeks with his hands and held my head on his chest.
He looked at me so desperately.
I could feel that this isn't easy for him either.
He wrapped his arms around me as tight as he possibly could.
We hugged, there, while I was sobbing. Letting it all out. I can't remember the last time I had a chance to be open up to him about my emotions.
I buried my face in his chest trying to forget our conversation.

After a few minutes in that position we separated and he cupped my cheeks in his hands, he stared at me and pressed our lips together.

I was,
suprised ? no.
reassured I guess.
I melted at the sensation.
I thought he didn't like me, but now he's kissing me ? I stopped thinking and decided to just appreciate his lips moving against mines.
He brushed his hands through my hair and brought us closer.
His sweet taste was overwhelming. He gently bit my bottom lip and we slowly separated because we were out of breath.

"Jiminie hyung, let's just keep our relationship secret okay ?" He said with a smirk.

I felt my cheeks burning. Keeping a secret would sure be challenging but at least we're together now.
And that is all that counts.

" Jungkook "
" Hm ? "
"Kiss me"
" Again ?"
  "Yes"

We both smiled into the kiss and it was magic all over again.

The EnD / La Fin
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I sincerely hope that you liked it~!
Kind of angsty but still fluffy hehe
It matches me well I guess

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