Perfect // Rose

Pictures

These past few days have been strange.
I keep having these images but I can't see them, they're blurred out. I'm trying to put the pictures together but I can't get it. The curiosity is killing me but I'm not sure I wanna see those pictures, all they make me feel is sadness and fear.

I haven't gone to school.
My moms been cheating again.
My dad started drinking.
I'm stuck with my own thoughts.

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*next day*

The sound of my phone ringing woke me up as I groaned looking at my clock, 2:46 am.

"What the fuck." I scoffed picking up my phone.

-unknown number-

I ignored the call and turned back around.
A few minutes passed when my phone started ringing again.

I sighed annoyed and turned around picking up my phone, "who's this."

Silence..

"Hello..?"

Quiet breathing

I hung up my phone again annoyed from the call and decided to get up to get some water.

As I walked downstairs I saw my dad on the couch with bottles of vodka scattered around him and one hanging from his hand.

"Stupid bastard." I sighed as I walked to the kitchen.

I got a cup and filled it with water, before I walked upstairs I took the bottle from my dads hand taking a swig as I walked back upstairs.

I cringed as the vodka burned my throat.
"How can he drink this bullshit."

I threw the bottle in the trash as I got to my room putting my cup on my nightstand and going back into my bed.

"Let's try this again." I sighed as I closed my eyes.

Blackness took over as I breathed deeply.

*morning*

I woke up to the harsh sound of my alarm, slamming it off as I turned over to grab my phone.

1 new message

I opened my phone and noticed it was from another unknown number, "can't wait to see you again xx" I turned off my phone and got up to get ready for school.

I took out a pair of jeggings and a black blouse and matching under garments. As I walked to my bathroom I heard my phone go off twice and I sighed annoyed and walked into the bathroom.

I cringed at the sight in front of me. Dark circles surrounded my eyes, my hair in a tangled mess, mascara smudged. I looked disgusting. I sighed and turned on my shower waiting for the water to heat up.

Once I felt the water was warm enough I stripped getting into the shower, proceeding to start washing my body. I scrunched up my nose as i still felt disgusting after scrubbing my body. I rolled my eyes and turned off the water shivering as I felt the chill of cold air hit me.

I wrapped myself in a towel, walking to the mirror. I sighed as I decided I should tackle the mess of my face and hair.

After 30 minutes of intense brushing and dragging makeup removers across my face I looked somewhat decent. I got dressed, grabbing my dirty clothes and tossing them into the laundry basket as I walked out.

I looked at the time, 7:15 am. I sighed and grabbed my bag walking downstairs and out the door as I shoved my earphones in my ears.

"Let's hope this day goes fast."

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I KNOW THIS FUCKING SUCKS BUT I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE IM SORRY. 😂