Alright well to start off its the year 2016 and I'm in a relationship. Me and my boyfriend tend to fight a lot over the stupidest things. I never started an argument because I get scared to lose him. I cared about him since the day I saw him. I felt like he was the one. But did he think I was the one for him? I question myself does he really love me? I get the feels that I'm just getting used. Sometimes I think as if I am putting someone as my number one who's putting me as there number two. It's sick isn't it? I ask him one day "why do you always wanna argue with me"? He responds with "do you wanna hear the truth"? In my head I'm scared, I get goosebumps, I get butterflies. I finally respond with a "yes". He replies with "I'm not in love with you I'm in love with someone else". I'm just there crying and crying and crying thinking why have I been waisting my time all along? It's just dumb. I asked him "why have u stayed with me this whole time". He responded with " I only stayed with you because I loved using you, I never loved anything else but hurting you". I couldn't believe he said that..... I was in shock. I didn't respond. He said he was "sorry" but I knew he didn't mean it...........we never spoke again.
