I hate my life... My life is worthless, my existance is worthless. Why am I even made in this world where people judge you everywhere without even trying to know who that person is.
I just hope the loud music of this house would just stop and let me be in peace. Why would I even protest if this isn't even my house?
Yes I'm not in my house, Jungkook's house to be exact.. They wanted me to come to his party since he's turning 18 so why would I say no?
And now I'm here.. Inside a bathroom, killing time by staring on the wall, crying and hoping that the loud pop music would just simply stop and questioning myself how did I even got any friends?
Then I heard beep on my phone so I looked at it and it's a text message from... Yoongi. We have been friends since kindergarden.
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I have nothing to do in this place so why not? The park is pretty peaceful.
And so I sneak out of Jungkook's house to see Yoongi standing outside the gates. "Have you been waiting there all along?" i asked shyly since it was hard sneaking out there.. He just nodded in response.
"Sorry you have to wait that long.." I just bowed down in embarrassment for making Yoongi wait here in such a long period of time. I heard him let out a chuckle "It's alright now let's go!" he took my hand and started running towards our location.
We sat on a nearby bench and looked at the sky. "The moon is beautiful today..." I said quietly and Yoongi just nodded in response.
Yoongi stood up and took two cigarettes and a lighter inside his pocket. "Here try one" he handed out one of the cigarettes. "B-but that's not good for your health" I told him scared to even touch a cigarette that is near my face. "Come on! Try it! It'll be fun I promise!" I looked at him before hesitating at took the cigarette...
Few years later...
I'm here standing alone at the park, playing with my fingers since I have nothing to do other than waiting for Yoongi to pick me up and do something he always say 'fun'. But there's a twist.. We're not just friends... We're now in a relationship..
I'm actually worried right now since i've been here for a while and he's still not here.. "Yoongi where are you?" i murmured and suddenly someone hugged from the back "You miss me already?" he whispered with a raspy voice which made me blush because he never did this to me.
"U-umm... So wh-where are we going t-today" Why do I always stutter everytime he's doing something romantic..? I always question that to me everyday..
He just smirked, took my hand and ran. And our destination today is.. The store.. "We're gonna do it again?" i questioned him because we do this twice a week.
"Come on it'll be fun today I promise!" And just like that we entered the store. We picked up everything we want even though I really feel bad for the employees here because I know they will be punished or something because of what we are doing..
"Ok are you ready?" Yoongi asked and I nodded in response. "In three... Two.. One.. RUN!!!" He took my hand again and ran as fast as we could. "HEY! YOU GOTTA PAY FOR THAT!!" I heard one of the employees of the store yell but we ran so fast that I heard nothing except for that.
We arrived at an abandoned building that we always go to when we run because of the trouble we make.
"Here try it" Yoongi handed out a bottle of beer. "Y-yoongi you know I don't drink right?" he just pouted and said "Come on ChimChim~ It'll be fun and I'm here so It's going to be fine~" Stop being so cute all the time! I sighed in response that I give up and took the bottle and tried to drink it. "Y-yoongi I can't! I-it's to strong for me!" I protested. "Don't worry I'm here nothing is gonna do something bad to you" And with just that I tried my hardest to finish the bottle of beer.
Few weeks later
Yoongi and I are in my room right now playing video games and I'm surprised on how I was good at it despite I never played any video games my entire life. "Oh come on~ Why can't you make me win??" Yoongi whined and it was extremely cute. "Ugh.. Let's just go to sleep together" He said that casually and I'm here blushing so much on what he said...
He went on bed and tapped on the to tell me to sleep beside him. I blushed more and eventually got on bed and surprisingly sleep peacefully.
But the moment I woke up reality struck me. Yoongi was not beside me. Yoongi was not anywhere I look.
And then I realized.. He was never there beside me... He was never my boyfriend... And he never exists... He was just a fictional character inside a sad, lonely and depressed boy who lack self-esteem. And always says yes to everything his fictional boyfriend says...
My head hurts... A lot... Then everything went black..
~~ Ang hirap pala gumawa ng english story one shot lalo na kung hindi ka masyado magaling mag english T--T bakit pa kasi ginawa ko pang english ito.. Anyways sana magustuhan niyo itong one shot ng YoonMin c: Nawalan talaga ako ng ideas dahil english nga ito pero sana talaga nagustuhan niyo itong weird sad romance na hindi masyadong magandang one shot ^^ And sorry for many wrong grammars and typo errors(ginawa ko po kasi ito sa gabi at pagod pa po ako) Sorry din sa mga time skips :c ~Kath
