(Abandoned) Emo Boyfriend One Shots

Ash... The Guardian Angel

::: I am an Atheist so if this doesn't make sense compared with religion sorry:::

:::trigger warning, abuse:::

I felt as if though I have been ripped away from reality. Everything I had was gone.

I couldn't see anything... Color had drained from my eyes. I heard a loud crash and a bright light appeared...

"Hello (Y/n), you have died. I am your guardian angel. My name is Ash. I control your life, if you become hurt I protect you. When you die I accompany you for protection." A masculine voice spoke to me.

"Am I dead... Ash." My voice fading out as I spoke.

"You are in a continuum between life and death. You have to try to escape. I will be watching you and helping in whatever way I can." Ash's voice ringing in my ears.

"Ash tell me why I am here. Tell me how I died." My voice getting aggressive.

"All answers will come in due time. You have one challenge to overcome. You have to survive a hearing... If you want to go to heaven again you have to stand before a divine being they will judge how you lived and then they will decide what you chose." Ash's voice became quiet by each word.

Once he finished speaking. I got a sudden splitting headache... I couldn't focus, my eyes crossed. I then remembered everything...

The bullying, my family's torment to me, the physical and emotional abuse. I had taken my car and drove away, tears in my eyes. The car accident. The feeling of weighing nothing as the seatbelt broke. Me being launched from the car. My body hitting a tree, my bones cracking as I slipped from reality. My world going black. The screams from witnesses... I was truly dead.

"What must I do. I want to leave my past life and help others. I have been hurt and beaten... I want no one else to go through this. I want to become a guardian angel."

The bright light disappeared and I fell back into darkness.

But soon after the light disappeared a man appeared I front of me. Though I couldn't see his face.

"You have to face your innermost demon. I can't tell you your demon. But  you will figure it out. As for what you have to do to overcome it is yours to decide. If you face you become a guardian... You don't need to be judged."

"Ash, Thank You. I might need your help so please stay within reach."

"Don't worry (Y/N)... I won't let you go." His voice sounded sincere. But only time will tell if he will stay.

In a split second I my sight came back and I was standing on a tree branch. I had wings from my back though they were small.

"Those are normal Angel wings. If you faced your demon they will grow to the full size of a guardian. Remember that..." Ash said to me though he was no where in sight.

I leapt from the tree and landed on the ground beneath me. I turned in a circle noticing where I was. It must have been only seconds before my crash. Then as if on time I saw the accident play out.

My car, going to fast, the tears, me losing control, me flying from the car.

I walked over to the vehicle and place my hand on my broken body.