Not How I Planned....

You would think "new year, new you" in most cases it's true and it can either be good or bad. Let me rewind this to the beginning.

Hi! I'm Aria and i just started my freshman year. I'm now officially in high school and I'm pretty excited for it. I finally get the chance to change and actually be "big" in school.... Then I arrived. The school was huge and outdoors. I walked through a hall and made an immediate left, I had no clue where I was going I just wanted to make it to my home room.

Finally after walking down a hallway I found it. I was looking around for at least a sign of hope that it would be all ok and I would have a good day. I got nothing. In my homeroom I didn't know a lot of people and the people I did know I either hated them or they hated me.

I got my schedule and I was going to take it one period at a time. I looked at first period: woodshop. Yes I'm a girl who wanted woodshop as my elective. I thought it would be fun. Don't judge.

Homeroom went by, then we got dismissed to first period, that's where it all started. I walked in, there were table with stools and I saw a table with a girl sitting there. Wait? Another girl? Phew! I thought I was going to be the only girl. I asked her if I could sit with her. With enthusiasm she told me yeah! More people started to walk in. And when finally everybody was in class that's when I saw it. I knew nobody. Great. A class where I will be fully ignored.but ok whatever there are three other people at my table maybe I'll befriend at least one of them.

Finally the bell to second period rang. I checked my schedule: Biology honors. Sweet! I love science! I was excited! I found that class pretty easy cause it was down the same hall as my homeroom! The teacher was standing outside with a piece of paper, I went up to her to say hi and make sure I was at the right place. I was! I let out a sigh of relief but then she told me where my seat was. Wait what? assigned seats? ewwww!!! I found my seat and waited, I was one of the first people in there. Finally my best friend walked in and that made me happy to finally see somebody I knew and actually liked! Of course though.... no where near me. I was actually surrounded by guys, even better. The guy who sat in front of me randomly turned around and said hi.... weird. why me? Oh yeah, there probably wasn't anybody better....

Yes I must admit. I'm not the popular one, the prettiest nor the skinniest, there really isn't a classification for me... just depends on the day with how I am. Mostly I'm just...... Me, or so I thought I thought I was me... Anyways lets see how most of the day way went.

Third period, aka the class I will forever dread. Math. Gladly one of my other best friends was in that class, I sat with her and her friend who she introduced me to, it was nice. Nothing really happened the rest of the class except there was another one of my friends.

Fourth, fifth, and sixth period went by, I had some friends in fourth and a lot of friends in fifth. It was the usual "Here is what you will be learning this semester, we need this cause we don't have money....blah blah blah"

I sat with three of my other friends, yeah I only had three friends who had the same lunch, everybody else had first lunch. woop-de-do. Finally my lifesaver came, the bell. Off to 7th, I just wanted to go home and cry. It wasn't my classes, besides math and Spanish, but the people. I was ignored. nobody talked to me, it seemed nobody wanted even anything to do with me, 7th period is when I realized that, when I had nobody in that class.

My idea of my first day of high school was not like high school in the movies. NOT AT ALL. I had to walk home, I stopped by my moms work to tell her everything was alright and I'm going home. That's exactly what I did. I got home went straight to my room, changed to something comfier than school clothes, blasted some Sleeping With Sirens and cried. I felt absolutely miserable, and I realized it was only the first day.