august 20th

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it's 9am. too early to be up. my eyes hurt really bad. so does my nose. ugh. I'm going on a plane today I'm scared, really scared. my face hurts. i have a shower to see if it helps. it doesn't. my dad said we will get Benadryl when we go out in a bit. it's not soon enough. I feel like I'm dying. 10am, still really tired ugh. i want to paint. but I'm too tired to get up. i want more sleep. 
Everything went fine in the airport. Boarded the plane.
Omfg im on a plane for the first tine. This is amazing.
Its 9:45 pm. The sky changed from a deep crimson to a deep orange. Then beginning to be a light yelloa. The transition is beautiful. The sky is now black. The only signs of light being the stars twinkling brightly. Below us i only see blurry grey clouds, microscopic lights from the small towns below....this is beautiful. This is amazing. So breath taking. The tiniest bit of anxiety in the pit of my stomach, mostly covered by my overwhealmed joy. This is the most incredible things ive ever experienced.
We landed a d everything is fine

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