{ s i m p l e } ± lee jihoon { hiatus }

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{ warning : self - harm }

- soon enough, he ends up forgetting me.

day five

It has been two weeks since school started, and stress, stress was everywhere.

"Okay, two homeworks done, five more to go." You sighed as you put your science notebook aside, and started working on your laptop, but first, twitter.

You were scrolling on your twitter feed, most of them were love quotes, some people screaming over nct dream, and Jihoon.

Great, what a lovely picture. You sarcastically thought as you see a picture of Jihoon and his girlfriend cuddling in bed, watching movies.

You chuckled. I'm better at cuddling.

As hours pass by, your eyes were getting tired, it bothered you.

You stood up from your seat and head to the bathroom to wash your face with cold water.

As the cold water was dripping down your chin, you suddenly let out a quiet sob.

You harshly opened the cabinet and looked for a blade. Once you found it, you took a deep breath. This, is what i deserve.

You gripped the blade, hands slighty shaking, and let it run across your wrist, blood gushing out continuously, a pool of river running to the sink.

You felt nauseous and very lightheaded. You let your fingers drop the blade and soon enough you fainted.

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8:23 am

You woke up, with a little headache.

You looked at your surroundings, still in the bathroom, with blood all over the floor and sink.

You looked at the clock, your eyes widened, you quickly cleaned the mess, ignoring the pain from your right wrist. You were late.

As you were finished cleaning, you wore your uniform, fixed your books, grabbed your bag, and left.

You ran as fast as you could, still, ignoring the pain coming from your head and wrist.

I didn't even wrap my wrist with a bondage. You sigh.

Alas, you arrived at the school, Chemistry class, class 17, chemistry class, class 17. Was all that you can think of.

As you opened the door, all of your classmates, and your teacher, looked at your direction.

"I'm-i-m very sorry i'm late, it won't hap-

"Said by the person who said the same thing yesterday." The Teacher says, and so the class laughed.

You felt humiliated, and lightheaded.

You silently took a seat, not looking at Jihoon once. Yes, he is still there.

"Ms. Min, one more and i'll send you to detention." The teacher shouts from the front as she was writing something on the board.

You took a deep breath. All you wanted was to throw up. The dizziness you're feeling was getting intense.

"Seohui, you alright?" Your seatmate asks, you nodded in response, but he knew the answer.

"Miss, she's-she's bleeding!" He shouts, and that was the last thing you've heard as you fainted.