footsteps | destiel soulmate au

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for the 5 of u who commented on my prologue,, this update is specifically for u. (sry that this is shitty and short i tried my hardest)

-dean pov-

i fucking hate colors. i hate that i spend so much time staring at the ground. i hate how no one looks up and notices the beauty of nature or history anymore.

i wish i was able to tear my eyes from the ground, desperately searching for that one glowing shade of blue. but i'm not.

i want to find my soulmate more than anything else. sammy found his in college. freaking college! it's so unfair.

don't get me wrong, he and jess are the cutest. i just wish i could have that. i want somebody to call my own. bur not just someone, i want the one.

i don't get how there are people out there that can just marry any average joe the second they see a color that vaguely resembles theirs.

i want to marry my soulmate. i want to be able to spend the rest of my life with who i'm supposed to.

we have soulmates for a reason-- to make sure we spend our days the happiest way we can.

and that's the other thing- i'm getting old. i'm in my thirties. what if i never find them? what if i'm alone forever? these questions and more plague me daily. i barely know what to do anymore. however, i figure it's better to never find your soulmate than to marry someone who's not.

i just want to meet my soulmate. i've traveled all over the world looking for them, and have always come up empty. there's so many people in the world, it makes you wonder how people ever find their soulmates at all.