I wish..... (COMPLETED)

The day

Serenity's P.O.V
I wish I was someone else. I wish I could be beautiful,smart,loved,wanted. But I guess not everyone can have that, right? I wish my heart wasn't broken to the point of no repair. I ever so wish I didn't feel like this, but wishing gets me nowhere. Wishing gets no one anywhere. If I didn't feel like this I wouldn't feel the need to do this, but I do and it's happening with every wish I make, i take another pill I make another cut. Starting with my wrists, then my stomach, then my legs, now I cut the whole way down my body and the medication is kicking in, I'm getting lightheaded from blood lost. I don't care though. I faintly hear footsteps, I hear the suicide note being picked up and then I hear a laugh, a crunch and then retreating footstep's. I bring the knife to my throat, and think of Josh and Ally.
I whisper I'm sorry, I wish I could stay.
Then i use the knife quickly and deeply across my throat. I feel the darkness come. I welcome it.

Josh's P.O.V
I'm sitting at home watching T.V when I get the call. The call that would change my life forever. Serenity is dead. I dropped to my knees. I hang up the phone and I just lie on the floor crying and I can't breath. She's gone, she's gone, I just keep whispering. She's gone, and I never got the chance to tell her how much I love her how much I need her. I should have told her. I shouldn't of held it back, I shouldn't have been scared. Why was I such a idiot?
I wish I would have told her.

Ally's P.O.V
She's gone. My best friend is gone. Could she not see how much I cared? Did she know how much it would hurt me? I can't even begin to understand why she did it. I feel a surge of anger. I punch the wall, leaving a huge hole. I break my nighstand and my lamp. I sank to the floor crying, no, balling my eyes out.
Why did she leave me?
I wish she would have stayed.