Markiplier x reader one shots

Fear

Your pov: (BTW this is gonna be short i just updated Every Man's Dream if you wanna check that out)

Mark and i been dating for two years now and he hasn't told his fans about us yet, Is he ashamed of me?

I start to pace the floor and hyperventalating. I run up the stairs and take out a pack of razors.

Am i really about to do this? At this point I didnt care.

I took out a razor and made a clean fresh cut on my arm.

One..for mark

Two.. For being a disappointment

Three..Being a disgrace

Four..Being alive

I cut into my vain and i start to bleed half to death, as i hear mark entering the bathroom I hear him screaming and yelling.

And the only thing i can make out was I'm Sorry

I wake up seeing white walls but my vision is still blurry...

I look over to my right and see mark asleep with tear stains.

He was crying....for me?

"Mark?" He jolts awake and hugs me tightly

"Y/N im so so so sorry i- Just why would you do this to yourself?" He asks holding my arm

"I thought you were ashamed of me" Hearing those words come out my mouth makes me shudder.

"Ashamed of you...? Why?I love you to pieces! I'd die for you! I will do anything for you and you know this already know this...N/N" (nick name)

"Because-because.." I choke on my words nothing coming out but the tears in my eyes.

"Babe because why" He says wiping my tears.

"Mark we've been dating for two years and you haven't told your fans about us! Of course i feel like your ashamed of me because-" He puts his index finger on my lips

"I love you that's all that matters.." He smiles

"But trust and believe i'm not ashamed of you"

All i could do was smile, He's got a point he does love me and the only one who loves me and thats what matters most

He was leaning in to kiss me until Wade bob jack and the dolan twins burst into the door holding chocolate flowers and ice cream.

"Jeez guys we get you have a room but not in an hospital room!" Wade jokes.

Everyone laughs.

"SHADDUP WADE"

I laugh and leans in to kiss him

Everyone applauds gives awes and fake cries

"So so beautiful" Wade fake cries

"Shaddup wade!!" I shout

"Atta' girl" He says patting my head

All of us sit and have a conversation, I look over to see mark laughing. He looks back and me and smiles then goes back to laughing with his friends.

Wow he's in love with a goofball like me....I'm glad because i love him too...

Yeah.. i love him..

Well guys sorry if this sucked its 5 am here i just finished updating every mans dream go check it out um yeah im sleepy lol and as always i will see you in the next read or book BUH BAII Briwho signing out BAIIIIIIIII