PROLOGUE
Sadly, I've been pushing myself away from people and I'm not surprised if I go back to my mute ways of writing in the back pages of notebooks just to communicate with my family or peers.
It's easy to talk to my few internet friends since I don't have to use my voice. Maybe it's my self-esteem that is seizing to exist or the fact that things are going bad again like the past I so badly want to forget about? *shudders* I could be just seeking attention?
Who knows, honestly, it could even be attack_on_ghouls or PorcelainSky haven't updated my favourite Ereri/Riren fics
in a couple days? And I've already read the updates when they do. (Good books btw guys)
I've just become a mess and I want to blame it on withdrawals but what am I
getting these withdrawals from?
Has Blurryface gotten to me?
Why do I keep asking these stupid questions?
I'll type about me and maybe that will help try to remember who I am. I want to make life seem likes its great and have myself believe that I'm okay. Even if I don't feel very dandy.
And I don't want the parents worrying about me.
THIS IS WHO YOU ARE:
My name is ******** *******.
I'm 17 years old.
I'm going to be a senior at ****** High School.
I live in ******, ** with my mom, step dad and 4 siblings.
I am a varsity left forward starter on the soccer team.
I plan to attend Embry-Riddle Aeronautical University to major in engineering.
Phan is my main OTP.
And Joshler is the most epic bromance ever.
YOU ARE READING
Me Venting Really
RandomJust getting stupid stuff out of my head...it really needs to get out and I just need to do it without stopping. I'm sure I've killed plenty of trees by filling up many notebooks with my thoughts. I hope five star notebooks use recycled paper... I...
