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I put this on Instagram today. In three separate pictures because Instagram is stupid. Im taking the hashtags and mentions, but y'all can go look at the pictures on Instagram. I'll put my stuff in after. It's the same pic btw, just read the captions in order.


Pain. Something that goes through everybody's mind. But it goes through mine more than usual. I've been bullied, yes. I've self harmed🙊. But I've learned to never hurt my body. Somebody loves you wether you know it or not. To be honest, I thought nobody loved me. I thought I was this suicidal girl who was alone in this world, until I met Marissa. Technically Mar and I have never met in person, but the internet is amazing and I've gotten to know her very well. I started this account as a fan page, and we met on a picture of Mat (The NoochM) and we've been friends ever since. She saved me. And I know that I have saved her. A loooonnnggg time ago. Like 2010 or 2011, (I'm pretty sure it was Christmas 2011), I found some people that were just absolutely amazing. Their names were BajanCanadian and Hacksource. They were cute and I really liked them. Now, they weren't the first people I watched that played Minecraft. When I first started out the whole YouTube thing, I found a channel by the name of BlueXephos. These group of people called themselves, "The Yogscast" and played a lot of games. They played this game called Minecraft and I really liked the concept of the game. So I bought the game Fall of 2011 (or fall of one year. All I know was that they just made the hunger bar. Yea. I was young and so was the game. I've had Minecraft for a while now and I still consider myself a noob😋. But truth is, I wish reality was Minecraft. Everything is so much better. No drama no nothing. But it's not and you have to push through it. Soon my life revolved around the game and those YouTubers. I kept discovering more and more of them as time went on. But soon I started growing up. Something I wasn't ready for. I was an outcast in middle school. I was a "nerd". I was a stereotypical nerd. But I was also called stupid and worthless. But I made friends with the popular kids and suddenly everyone wanted me. I got a boyfriend. But then, towards the end of summer, I started getting blamed by him for all this stuff and it made me mad. Nobody knows the real reasons why I broke up with him. And it makes me mad when they blame it on me. Then I moved. I got really depressed. I wanted to cry every day and cut and cut and cut, but I didn't. Mitch and Jerome were always happy, so it made me happy. I was always excited when a new video came out and I kept watching all of them over and over and over again because I found them so funny! But a smile always hides something. I was still depressed. But days later, I got out of that depression because I started to understand why I had discovered them in the first place. So I guess they saved me then. But soon school started and I didn't have any friends. People always stared at me and whispered nasty things about me. I became depressed again. One day I came home from school and locked myself in the bathroom. I found something sharp and cut for hours. I cut in different places, everywhere. I pulled out my earbuds and phone and started watching Mitch and Jerome. I felt a rush through my body. Every day after school, I'd listen to Jason's music and watch all of TeamCrafted's videos. I did this for hours on end until I became someone nobody knew. Always happy, but sometimes upset. But once again, Mitch and Jerome saved my life more than anyone. Then, the other day, I was feeling so depressed, I stayed in my room all day. I played Minecraft and I was playing my last Hunger Games of my life when Mitch and Jerome joined the game. My heart started pounding. I was freaking out. I've been in the best mood ever now because I was in Jerome's video. So once again, Mitch and Jerome have saved my life. And I didn't tell you my whole depression story for nothing. You may think I'm better, but I'm not. Little stuff upsets me on a day to day basis. But I've learned that it's ok to cry. Although the scars are light now, they'll always be there and they'll always remind me to keep holding on and stay strong because there's someone who will never let go and be there 100% for you. I am thankful for the people who have saved me. There will always be a special place in my heart for you guys.

Xx,
Moon_Berry or Tehya



~Info~
My Twitter: @moonplaysmc or @tehyaswims

Mitch's Twitter: @Bajan_Canadian

Jerome's Twitter: @JeromeASF

The Nexus Server IP: THENEXUSMC.NET

My Instagram: @moonplaysmc

Mitch's Instragram: bajancanadian

Jerome's Instagram: jeromevsgaming

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