why am i so dizzy when i look at you?
you look at me with those eyes, your teeth biting into your red lips, and your eyelashes downcast with that smirk you know drives me crazy.
but you just like teasing because it makes you feel beautiful. you don't see it by yourself, you hate your reflection and the way you look, the way you talk, the way you walk.
but you know i love it, and i hate it. you make me so dizzy, your eyes, your lips, your teeth and neck, it all becomes a blur and i become crazy for you and your sensual beauty.
you only use me to get that satisfaction of being wanted though, of being loved without having to give any in return. your heart is gone, replaced with a broken mirror, because that is your biggest fear and weakness.
you cannot stand it when i don't text you back, although you never text me first. i always hug you and come to you, but when i don't because of your coldness toward me, you ask me where i've been and why i hate you.
you tease me until i can't take it and then you say i shouldn't do what i do and that i'm disgusting. i don't understand you, yet i keep trying because i care, even though you don't.
but you actually do care, in a twisted, messed up, psychotic way.
you only care for me because of the feeling, the high it gives you when i fall for you, and yet you feel nothing for me.
i feel so dizzy when i look at you.
