Staying clean has still been as hard but Astons DM has really helped me out a lot and it makes me be a bit more stronger when I want to self-harm.
Friends help me and I feel bad for throwing it back in their face sometimes you know who you are.
But recently I have found out that Aston checks my twitter and sees that I'm okay and how I'm coping he told my friend.
I meet JLS soon and I don't know if anyone truly realises how much that is helping and I just want to be able to stop cutting automatic but I know it doesn't work like that it will take time.
But I'm trying my hardest and I want to make my friends and Aston and all of JLS proud but it's just so hard to be strong. Like I'm sick of people saying there just a band but they are so much more than that to some people.
I feel a few friends I have made because of the boys getting over it and slipping away from it all I don't know if that's just for now or what,but I can't let go but they haven't helped them as much as me😭
Can I be normal yet? Or be normal again?
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I Will Make You Proud-JLS Fanfic
FanfictionThis is my fanfic about how JLS have helped me through my self-harm.. They have helped me through it some of this fanfiction will be true,some will be fiction.(could be triggering)
