Memories of Him

Prologue

Sometimes I wonder late at night
How you haven't left ever since that time
I play it in my mind, all of the goodbyes
Still hang on my lips

*sigh* October 20 2016

2 am thinking about us again

How you said to stick it out until the end
It wasn't worth a fight
Wish that I could change your mind
And you would see me in your dreams tonight~

Ang ganda ng City lights. But it seems like hindi nito mababago ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko. Somethings not right

Baby i've been thinking about you lately

Won't you come over and save me from my memories?
Yeah and I might sound crazy
Like do you ever maybe miss me?
Cause I wish you were here badly
But I know we can't be
I know that we can't be ~

"Sky, let's end this." Biglang sabi nya

Its plain to see couldn't be what you need
Running in circles, lost following your lead
I'm hanging by a thread, woke up with an empty bed
I wish I took back all the words I said~

Napatingin ako sakanya. "W-what? Ba-kit? K-ane?" Namumuo nang luha ko.

Baby i've been thinking about you lately
Won't you come over and save me from my memories ~

"Let's end this. Hindi na kita mahal. May iba na akong mahal. Tigilan na natin itong larong ito. Sorry" Seryosong saad nya habang nakatingin sa mata ko

Yeah and I might sound crazy
Like do you ever maybe miss me?
Cause I wish you were here badly
But I know we can't be
I know that we can't...~

"L-laro? Kane, all this time, laro lng sayo lahat ng ito? 3 years Kane! 3 fckng years at laro lng para sayo?!" This time isa-isa ng tumutulo at nagbabagsakan ang luha ko.

I watch you go on and live your life
I can't help, wish I was her, but hey that's fine
If I can go back turn back time I'll make everything right
And you would still be mine...~

"I'm sorry Sky. I realize ko na hindi na kita mahal. Nagising nlng ako isang araw,ayaw ko na. Please, let's end this. Ayaw na kitang saktan pa. Sorry." Saad nya at unti-unting naglakad palabas ng K- park.

Kasabay ng pagtulo ng luha ko ang pagbuhos ng malakas na ulan.

What?! I don't understand! Why!? Anong pagkukulang ko? I gave him everything!!! Ginawa ko ang lahat! Kulang paba yun? He fell out of love? For what reason? Didn't I make him happy? Nagsawa na sya? Ganun nlng ba yun?!

Baby, I've been thinking about you lately
Won't you come over and save me from my memories?

Yeah and I might sound crazy
Like baby if you could only see me?
Cause I wish you were here badly
But I know we can't be
I know that we can't be~

Unti-unti akong napaupo at umiyak ng umiyak. Wala akong pake kung mabasa mn o matamaan ng kidlat. Naguguluhan ako. Why Kane?! Why did you leave me?

I know that we can't be 🎶

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