You : August 22, 1988

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I saw you.

I held my breath & looked away;

felt silly that my heart probably beat faster

than when I run a mile.

"Say hi,

or to not say hi?"

But even if I did so,

it is all pointless.

Why do I feel like this?

No clue.

Today is the day I fell for you.

Yesterday was the day I looked at you.

The day before yesterday was the day I noticed you,

and a day before the day before yesterday, I had met you.

Though, I wish I hadn't,

To be quite frank, I regret noticing you,

but it's the start of a beautiful thing.

All beautiful things should finish beautifully,

but how can it finish,

When it Hasn't started?

I feel naïve,

Why?

Because,

just because.

I like you.

Three difficult, but simple words.

Easy, yet complicated.

I guess you could use those words

to describe how I feel.

It's the end,

when it hasn't even started.

I don't know why I'm like this.

I am me,

and You are You.

We should go our ways,

right?

What did you do,

that made me feel like this?

It's a painful,

yet interesting thing.

Who are you?

What have you done?

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