I stand there dumbfounded.
He said "no"....
Did I really think he was going to say "yes"
Why would he like me? I'm not even pretty. There is nothing attractive about me.
Why did I think he was going to say "yes"?
I go home.
I'm sad.
I cry.
I cry a lot.
I bawl my eyes out.
Why am I crying?
Did he really mean that much to me?
Yes. Yes he did.
I really really liked him.
And he has no clue. He doesn't have a clue about what he just did to me.
I have no one.
I am all alone.
No shoulder to cry on. No one to comfort me.
No one.
A piece of my heart broke today....
And it can never be healed.
