Poison [Sparkant fanfiction]

4. Burden

(Whoo, 75 reads! Almost at 100! When we hit 100, I'll do something special. Oh! I know, I'll take ship requests to feature in. I'll take five requests once we hit 100.)

Jordan's POV

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I was leaving for Florida tomorrow. I was almost finished packing when my Skype went off.

'Taylor is Calling' I quickly clicked accept.

"Hey Taylor...", I breathed. I was so excited for our date. I had gotten us reservations at a nice restaurant.

"Jordan.. I don't want to go out with you.", he admitted. My heart instantly broke.

Ant's POV

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I couldn't date Jordan. I'd ruin his life. Who would want a freak like me anyways? I cut, I starved myself, I was depressed, and I was suicidal. No one should be burdened with me. He only asked me out because he pitied me. Tears ran down my face. That's it. I'm done. It's time to stop dying. I quickly opened Skype, and called Jordan.

"Hey Taylor...", his elegant voice said. I bit my lip. I needed to stay strong for a bit longer.

"Jordan.. I don't want to go out with you.", I lied while tears dripped down. I quickly hung up, and pulled out a pen.

'Dear World,

I'm leaving. I can't take this anymore. I'm a freak who deserves to be punished. Death will be fitting. To whoever finds my body, I'm sorry I wasted your time. To Adam, I thank you for the all of the times you cheered me up. To Dan, I'm sorry I won't be there for you anymore. To Jordan, I'm so sorry. You I hurt worst of all. I lied, just so you know. I would have had a marvellous time with you. I loved you, but I didn't deserve you. Find someone else, and get over me.

Love,

Taylor

A.K.A

Antvenom'

I walked into my bathroom and found my razor. It was time to cut one last time. I cut deeper than I ever let myself go, and sat on my bed, holding my note. Goodbye world. Goodbye Adam. Goodbye Dan. Goodbye Jordan, I love you.

"TAYLOR!", I heard someone scream as I lost consciousness.