This Is Forever

"Kylie Come on we gotta go!" Justin screamed. Justin, was amazing. He was my everything. Yeah yeah I know what You are thinking, Justin Bieber The famous popstar OMG! But to me he isn't The Justin Bieber. He's just Justin. Justin just finished his tour, and is currently back in LA. And By the way, his house is freakin amazing. But anyways, im so happy that he's back. I haven't seen him in forever and as soon as I met him at the airport, he ran up to me and gave me a huge hug. It was the best. It felt so real and I can't even explain how amazing it was to hold him in my arms. Justin's been my best friend since we were kids, and about a year ago, before he started his Believe tour, he told me that he loved me...

**FLASHBACK**

Me and Justin are walking down the beach in California. I was 16 and he was 17. We had been best friends for as long as I could remember, and I had always loved him. Just not the way he loved me. Lately, my love had grown stronger because I had just found out that he was leaving me again to tour. I tried to snap out of it because I knew he didn't love me the same way. I was depressed and my solution was to get a boyfriend. So that's what I did and I was surprisingly happy with him. He was cute and funny and a really gentle man. But he didn't compare at all to Justin.

While we were walking, I started thinking about the fact that Justin was leaving today, and I just couldn't hold the years in any longer. I tried, but I managed to let one tear escape. Of course, that's all it took for Justin to stop walking immediately and grab my hand and pull me to a stop. I looked down at the ground and bit my cheeks, trying my hardest to keep the tears. Justin used his free hand, and pulled my face up, so close to his. He whispered in his sexy voice and said, "baby what's wrong? I can see you crying. Don't think I don't see the tears you are holding back. Because trust me. I see everything." I just pulled my face away and looked at my feet. "Please tell me what's wrong.. Why are you crying. You don't have to hold the tears back, you know. You can let it out. We're the only ones here. Just how I wanted it." He said and smiled at me. I looked up at him and he look deep into me with his soft Carmel eyes. I started blushing, which triggered every single tear to fall. I was sobbing so hard, that all He did was pull me into a giant bearhug. We stood like that for a few minuets when I finally said, "j-jusst-tin.. P-pleas-se don't doo thi-ss." He replied " baby don't worry. It's not like this is forever.." He stared straight into my eyes, and gently placed his hand on my cheek and caressed my face. With The other one he tucked a strand if hair behind my ear, and started leaning In towards me. When I realized what he was doing I froze. I've been waiting for this moment for all my life right? Shouldn't I feel happy? I mean Justin Drew Bieber is about to kiss me! Why am I not doing anything? I know.

It's wrong to do this.

He's leaving in tour in a few hours, and he's about to kiss me? Why is he just now doing this? Nice timing justin. *sarcasm* I can't do this. I can't let him kiss me right now. He's leaving in less than a day, and it'll make me even more love sick than I am right now. And he doesn't love like this either.. He feels forced I bet..

When Justin's lips were about a millimeter away from mine and I could feel his warm breath, I unfroze. I can't do this to justin. Not here. Not now.

Right when u was about to pull away, somebody screamed "JUSTIN! It's time to leave! Now! Hurry there's girls chasing the bus so run!" Justin looked at me with sad eyes, and then he ran, while putting his glasses on, and jumped in the bus. He turned around, blew me a kiss, and then his bus pulled off.

*A/n* hey so If anybody is even reading this then would you mind sharing it? I will update as much as possible, but it won't be every 2 minutes. But please please share this! I know this isn't the best chapter ever but I'm hoping it'll get better so please help me get more people to read it:)