living another life

I was walking in the park and I saw a flashing light and that was all I could see at that moment  so I did what everyone would do which is walk to it, All of a sudden I heard "ari,ari,ariana stop" than I could see again then I felt a hand wrap around my arm and drag me away it was my sister quenchi , she stared at me with tears in her eyes  they are now running down her face, “I was alright" I whispered so only we could hear it " you almost got hit by that car and that could of killed you" she whispered back ."Now we are going back home and I will make you a nice and warm chicken soup and we can watch your favourite movie avengers” “that sounds nice “I said.

 we sat down and started watching the movie and it happened again I see this light and walk to it and again all I hear is quenchi saying my name over and over again, her hand wraps around my arm and pulls me away and my other hard swings with it and nocks the kettle over and the boiling water is now burning my feet, The pain was horrifying but I knew I had to suck it up because we don’t have enough money for the hospital or a doctor so all I can do is icepack and rest and hopefully it will get better.

 We got an icepack and a sat on the couch and qunchi said crying "you have had these attacks since you were 6 years old and you are now 18 I am amazed that you are still alive “you have to be more careful you will get yourself killed.

 "I will be fine I promise I just need to go to bed.....night" I said confused

"Night” qunchi said quietly

 I lay in bed felling restless and the room is dark so I can’t see anything around me and then all of a sudden the room went white I started shaking and this time there was no light.

 Qunchi walked in the room to see if I was sleeping because lately I haven’t and she started scramming my name "ariana, ari, ari, ariana"